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Monday, March 28, 2016

We Need to Talk About Debbie (CreepyPasta Story)

This is another creepypasta that is unrelated to the first and another. This one is about a tragic girl who descended into madness. Inspired by movies such as May (2002), Excision, and American Mary. Please enjoy and thank you! --KatDon 

Maybe, just maybe, all she ever wanted was to be socially acceptable but no one looks at it that way. She takes the long way home because the bullies are waiting for her on her normal route. Nobody truly knows what she’s like and that now she will show everyone her true self. She needs some more friends that can help him and make him feel joy. She never had any friends to begin with and she just became lifeless, much like her telephone in her room! When she has no friends or anyone to talk to, there’s nothing to lose. So for her without anyone to talk to or friends--someone who knows her name--she has nothing. She also says that think aren’t getting any better, because nothing changes. She feels like she’s fading. Because of all the sadness she doesn’t feel alive anymore, like she’s not even there. She has existential problems and doesn’t know what or who she is, so she checks her mirror to make sure. She never told her parents about her anti-social habits. She is being so badly bullied she resorts to committing suicide. It doesn’t matter if she kill herself, no one knows her anyway, no one cares enough, or at least this is what she thinks. Staying alive there is nothing he is gaining out of it. Her teachers never paid much attention, and, frankly, just didn’t care! It is not hard to find kids teasing each other, making fun of each other and even beating the victim, a group of students taking her notebook and making fun of her, resulting in her running away. She has nothing to lose, so death is the only way out of a boring, sad life. But what if this doesn't have to end this way? Maybe she can make a good friend. Her name is Deborah 'Debbie' Marlowe! Debbie is bored and seeks new sensations, the ones that give him nice colorful dreams are also connected with tears and pain. There are many different things that scare her, manifesting in different forms. The sadness is an apparent desire to be intoxicated through sadomasochism. She is going through teen hormones and has fantasies where she is a fur-adorned woman, wearing a corset and a tutu skirt that reach her knees and garters shimmied around her thighs and legs. As the beautiful young lady; she is counting up her latest kills she realizes she has to escape before she is caught or killed, if they had been clean kills she wouldn’t have to rush to make it home alive. This young lady is obviously crazy; she’s still stationed in whatever country she is, as she is planning to take out some cruel people to satisfy her urges. Yet again, these were fantasies but she couldn't express them! Debbie is spellbound by her fantasies, as she is separated from her desires she howls and yearns for the fantasies and feelings. The imagery is electrifying, her thirst for the thrills were as her desires is the moon that breaks the night for which she has to howl, is somehow a necessity to worship them. There’s no holding her back from these fantasies and she’s going to pounce any second but couldn't act on it because she was shy, terrified, and vulnerable! The entire thing of being under the carnal and gory changes inside to the very core. She wants to become violent, selfish and desperate. Debbie was an emotional being as a response to the traumatizing experiences throughout her life! Debbie tries to tell people that what they’re saying doesn’t get to her, but her tears show otherwise. She is so caught up in her sadness that she can’t explain why she is crying or why it feels like she’s dying. Something triggered Debbie and now her tears are flowing down her face, she  is too nice and caring for her own good. Being too nice allows others to take advantage of her kindness. Realizing everyone’s using her softness for selfish gain and that might be part of the reason she’s crying. Debbie and her family pretend to be perfect in front of other people and the act has everyone fooled. The real nature of the family comes into play when no one else around and the problems will begin. Debbie's mother Arlene is passed out on the couch from drinking alcohol, while her father Steven is out being unfaithful and having sex with another woman by the name of Jolene Musgrave. Her brother Brendan smokes marijuana behind their parents' backs. But Arlene knows this money isn’t clean and that his everyday job isn’t paying for a high quality ring. He’s also probably buying her the ring because of his infidelity. Stephen just brushes it off as just another day on the job. He’s actually a drug dealer trying to keep it away from her. He’s oblivious to how much his wife actually knows and is casually insulting her intelligence. Though Arlene may be asleep, that doesn’t mean her husband is by her side; he’s off with another woman. One night; Steven comes home with the other woman. Her mom sees it and kills them. Debbie hears all the noise and out of curiosity discovers the murder scene. There she saw her mother tries to drink her remorse away, her husband is still dead and there’s nothing she can do about it. Now Debbie is upset, but also things don't get bad until now! It's in her adolescence as she has her birthday: No one came to Debbie’s party and she’s trying to think of reasons why. And after all that heart and hard work she put into her invitations. Why no one is at the party. She wants to know how to make all of the hurt she is feeling better or at least bearable since nobody showed up at the party after all of the effort put into it. She doesn’t care that they’re all no-shows. More cake for her. At least, that’s how she can tell how hurt she is. Since it’s her party, she can do whatever she wants, including crying. It doesn’t really matter anyways, since she’s alone. Her world’s falling part into an inferno as her insecurity sets in. Maybe if Debbie just did things a little differently, she wouldn’t be feeling like she’s in misery. Her emotions are all over the place. She doesn’t know whether to cry or laugh it off. Her sanity is slipping away. Sometimes, she just have to have a good scream to cope with the feelings. In this day and age, no matter how beautiful girls may be, there's a lot of other prettier girls who will make others think they can be better one way or another. Girls can mask her insecurities by becoming fake, growing up to fast, and that they are buying into this idea that they shouldn’t be dramatic just change themselves like it’s no big deal. Seeing everyone with these fake personality makes her question whether their decision to alter themselves makes them truly happy, because they fail to realize that they can’t return it or reverse the changes. Queen Bee Joan Alphonse believes she’s superior in intellect due to her wealthy upbringing and degree and is constantly trying to prove. Her friends are Beverly 'Buffy' and Miriam 'Mitzy'. Joan can make her affectionate toward her, but later will always patronize her and bring her back down. But Debbie is smarter and more capable than this rich girl gives her credit for. She’s always talking down to her like a child, but she doesn’t care about the education, or money she’s always so pretentious about. She knows she’s smart, and that she’s not as smart as she thinks she is. 

Debbie could see that this boy is not happy and is exhausted with someone such as Joan and her friends! She’s numb to love, so in spite of boredom she decides to take another girl’s lover, knowing that she’s more than capable of doing so. Debbie considers Joan to be a whiny child and constantly complains to her boyfriend on so many things! This boy can do so much better than this immature girl. Debbie thinks that this basic bitch is too much work, as if she’s a bawling baby tiring out her father, so he should just love Debbie instead. His skin reminds her how pleasant it was, she like sweets which she associates with his lips, and cotton is soft. Debbie and this boy have all the chemistry it takes to be in a relationship but he just wants to fool around with her. He’s sweet, but he isn’t good for Debbie’s self-esteem. She feels empty and misses him when he leaves. But he doesn’t need Debbie the way she needs him at how a relationship should be. Her friend seems easy and who can be used for carnal purposes; if he can use her, she sure as hell can use him also. He can be replaced easily as he is uniquely made and harder to throw away without regretting however Debbie is desirable. Debbie is not an easy girl that will just allow him to use her for just a friend and then forget about. She isn’t going to let him take her heart when he leaves, so she’s leaving first and taking her friend with her. Debbie didn’t curse at her male friend, she flirted with him and now regrets telling him she felt. It’s embarrassing going from the platonic to the romantic, and she wasn’t quite ready for this change, because she sensed that it wouldn’t last and that he’d leave! She’s confessing her love to her male friend, and she’s scared that she’s unable to stop the babble. Debbie confessed her love to this person, and he’s probably kind of shocked, causing a lack in response because he is frozen in shock at her letting the words come out of her mouth! Debbie thinks that if they date, he’ll eventually get tired of her and break up with her; her feelings are always present, ready to burst right out at any given moment – but she has to be careful. She knew the words would spill out one day, she’d been hoping to rein them back as long as possible! Debbie is known as a mentally unstable character who is in a conflicting situation and is stressed and tired of playing games and measuring her words, so she resorts to attempting suicide. She is hoping what she just said isn’t going to destroy their friendship. Debbie doesn’t want to hold her feelings in any longer – she’s tired of having to prevent like her feelings for him are going crazy! Debbie is pursuing someone who will never reciprocate her love, even though they are perfectly fine just stringing her along. She wants to get off the ride, but because of the actions of her lover, it’s impossible. She can’t be sure that their relationship is over because of her own and making something more of their relationship than is really there by the lover. Debbie must meet those standards in order to be with him, she’ll be there for him. They will take on the adventure of life together! This boy's standards are too high for her to reach. The relationship seemed like simple fun and attraction, but it started getting too deep on her side. While they both already bought tickets into this one-sided relationship. She has feelings for him that she can’t take back. Now he has to take the responsibility of his action. Debbie becomes aware of how one-sided this relationship is. While it is nearing a stand-still, she continues her attempts to get closer to him, but this person is never in reach. Just when she thinks she’s almost there, he keeps getting further away from her. She’ll never get close enough to have him become committed to this relationship. Debbie realizes that her lover perhaps has a one-night stand mentality, giving her the attention she needs and then leaving her. He’s not there for her when she needs him most, and that’s why she’s trying so hard to find him. It’s almost impossible because he keeps disappearing. Why he bothered taking ownership of her heart if he was just going to drive her crazy as she chases after him. He has exploited her love and used it just to coerce her into a relationship that he will eventually no longer want to be a part of. Debbie is attracted to him who seems to be not interested in her. She can nurse him back to health if he falls, this boy must be scared of losing as he's hesitated to commit himself to Debbie. Debbie wants to get serious, insisting that she can be of help in relinquishing his fear of commitment. He can call her out on her flaws, yet it proves he’s invested in a way that implies they’re ready to move things further. It takes the bond of true soulmates to be able to be bold and not hold back anything. She has to keep repeating herself and reassuring him that she won’t hurt him like he has been hurt previously but she’s getting tired of having to prove herself so she explodes. Debbie asks him to be in a relationship with her, he has been in serious relationships previously and knows he could get hurt. Debbie wants him to commit to her, but does not want to say it outright like she did before! Debbie and her lover are alone and have clearly had intimacy before. Her lover isn’t really interested in going farther, so exploring that is useless. The only thing left to explore is each other’s body. She’s sick of playing games with him and wants to consider being more than just sexual partners; her lover does not return the sentiment. Debbie is the one doing all the chasing. Debbie’s lover here is just using her for sex. They don’t care about her well-being and they never want to talk to her. She sees herself as a nobody! Of course, she’s just being used as a sex toy in the context of having a fake date. After sex, Debbie wants to go on a deeper level and her lover just suggests new ways to do it. But hey, maybe she cares too much! Her lover clearly doesn’t care about her, so there’s no point in staying. She doesn’t give a fuck about them anyways. Throughout the whole incident, Debbie doesn’t care about this boy, but she really does care. She ends up the one who shares herself just so they can stay together.

When Debbie found this guy, she felt as if she fixed him by being with him. She made sure she would build a relationship with nothing but kindness and love. She thought nothing of her bear saying crazy things about how he felt about her in his sleep. She’s finding things that can hurt her in her bed, and her pictures torn up, Debbie finds this very alarming because she thought the guy was her love. She’s losing hope in her lover, and she’s unsure if she should trust him anymore. Debbie loved her guy because he was nice, he listened, and trusted. She doesn’t understand where everything went wrong and why her guy suddenly wants to kill her. Debbie gotten too old for the relationship and moved on, but to have lost her connection with him and that’s why she let him go. She might want to kill him before he kills her. It wouldn’t be the first time she’s had to kill someone. Debbie seems to be stalking her, showing up to her house unexpectedly, calling her and breathing heavily into the phone, like killers do in horror films, trying to scare her, and it seems to be working. She never thought he was gonna try to kill her. She wasn’t prepared, and now she’s scared that he’s going to attack her. She’s scared because he will try to kill her. However, this boy isn’t just acting on primal instinct; he has been watching Debbie for a while and he decides that she is the perfect girl for his twisted version of a childhood game. The boy has had his eye on Debbie for a while now. No other girl has caught his eye for as long as she as. The boy pulls up on Debbie in his car and offers her a ride. The tinted windows will conceal her once she’s inside. It wasn't until, he runs after her as in he’s trying to kidnap her. He was assaulting her, the boy has finally caught up to her, pushing her down so she cannot run any more and covering her mouth so she cannot scream. She’s been screaming for help but her situation is starting to seem hopeless. After kidnapping her, he’s still taunting her and making her relive the assault. Debbie attempts to fight back her assaulter by biting him, but to no avail. Despite being bitten by Debbie in her attempts to get away, he loves just to hear her breathe. The creep is fascinated by the proof of her presence through something as simple as her breathing, even though her breathing is most likely as result of struggling to escape. Ever since she was hurt in so many ways; Debbie now is sick of playing along with the wolf, she chooses to go for the kill. Taking action into her own hands just like her mother with her promiscuous father. But things were not always at peace. Everyday life can be mundane and consume out of her. She asks if he is truly divine then why doesn’t he remove the nails from his hands and save himself. The guy was shot in the head in back of his head exploded on the car. All the people wouldn’t be able to put this together again! The flies that gather around the corpse, her heart is black with usually gloom, children are usually considered quite delightful, they apparently look nice and they don’t misbehave often. With every new generation the ways of the older generation are destroyed. Her parents gave birth to her, and Debbie is seen as a very carnal and insane figure by the world! People always claim that they want change yet are afraid of anything new. Teenagers are the most hated age-group and people care the least about teenagers. While society hates teenagers for being rebellious, society is also quietly afraid of teenagers and the youth in general. We have old people run out country and they’re generally very conservative in comparison to the young people…The young people loathe the people running everything. There were outcasts and people that are taken as failures. They have no hope that anything will change in future for better so they just plunge into their pain and misery! By wanting to be a queen, Debbie wishes to be surrounded by people, and thus know that she is not alone. However in choosing to say know rather than feel it can be assumed that regardless of being surrounded by people, she would still feel isolated; despite being surrounded by subjects, queens are set apart from them. Creatures full of hatred and violence flies lay their eggs on corpses that’s exactly what parents learn their children to feast upon death without question. Maggots are going to get on track and turn to what once their parents were which is part of the a cycle which will never be broken however Debbie detests this way of living but feels hollow and an outcast. Debbie remembers how she was broken inside and how she felt completely worthless and unaccepted by society. Debbie thinks that she’s not good enough so people stay away from her and doesn’t like her, making her feel alone! 


She could see how once trusted organizations are now corrupted and show us how to live and if we don’t they try to threat us; police with jail or church with damnation and hell. Mass media is to dumb people and make them believe what they’re saying to get money.  Many people take it serious and it can destroy their live by negative results or make a fake illusion that everything will be good in life with positive results. Angels and God whose are known as pure and righteous higher beings. People praise them and want to be as close as they can to them. She is unsure if any of them exists, All the things Debbie mentioned in this bridge are either ruling over them, putting them down and wiping out our creativity, making us believe that anyone can predict the future or are creating something that nobody can’t see but still worship. Here she is numb and dead on the inside, people knew that and want to help her out. She knows it’s too late but people still tries to put feelings in her and fill her up with hope but she’s just a shell of a woman and knows that nothing can put her out of her misery. Kids, like how she used to be, can isolate themselves from others; especially in school, as a coping mechanism when dealing with bullying. Debbie doesn’t follow teachings that she doesn’t believe in, as this would be the supreme form of hypocrisy. She isn’t a slave to the cultural and social and societal norms either; the world doesn’t care about individuality, so she chooses not to fit in. Kids do good and no one cares but when kids do bad, it creates a storm of epic proportion, with people reacting in abject horror and moral panic. And kids know this, hence them acting up because they know the system is rigged. Outcasts are tired of being bullied and treated like crap because they are outside the status quo. They are drawing a line in the stand, because they know that being good has gotten them nowhere! Debbie is mocking what she has become. She is stating how everyone often elevate tortured artists. Society looks down on becoming a rock star and often will try and crush those dreams. To the point that some might kill themselves in response and have their deaths be mocked by society that proverbially did the wrist slitting, with a catty remark mocking those who kill themselves. The hypocrisy of society, where people stop caring about the deaths of masses as they just become numbers; they don’t know the dead personally, so don’t have any vested interest. She is nasty, she looks in the mirror as she is seen as dirty through the lens of society. Debbie wants to fit in in society; no matter what she knows things will not get better, people need to fear the ones who are different and unknown! They have resigned to their fate. This song is a reference to the columbine massacre. The kids know they will die, and they know how they will be remembered and who they are. They are lonely and unknown and ignored but want to be known and have recognition.Everyday life can be mundane and consume out of her. She asks if he is truly divine then why doesn’t he remove the nails from his hands and save himself. The guy was shot in the head in back of his head exploded on the car. All the people wouldn’t be able to put this together again! The flies that gather around the corpse, her heart is black with usually gloom, children are usually considered quite delightful, they apparently look nice and they don’t misbehave often. With every new generation the ways of the older generation are destroyed. Her parents gave birth to her, and Debbie is seen as a very carnal and insane figure by the world! People always claim that they want change yet are afraid of anything new. Teenagers are the most hated age-group and people care the least about teenagers. 

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