Über*Fremden 2: Wide Awake

Happy New Year, everyone! Having a good time? Yeah? Good! Well, remember I was going to make a series of Über*Fremden--A Collection of Tales? I decide to give it another try and made this wonderful gem. Few inspirations and shout outs helped me with this, so I give credit to them! And the title was inspired by Katy Perry's titular song, Wide Awake. This tells the tale of Nana Wendell and her tale. Please enjoy and happy new year! Enjoy! --KatDon

In a library that contains practically any possible or conceivable anime mangas known to man. This labyrinthian library of manga books seems to be a natural breeding spot for anime otakus and it has just about all of all the great mangas and animes too. Nana is reading a book and looked up to see someone come in and smiled at them with her full attention on them: "Hello my friends, we meet again. I am Nana Wendell, remember when I told you what if I told you that I know Tony and the others from my stories? Well, this is my story I want to tell. It's a gritty, bloody, and tragic tale but it has a happy ending to it. Let's begin shall we? Here we go...!" She turned the page and starts with the tale.....It was late at night, with a figure walking away from a black van parked in a forest clearing. It is Nana Wendell, who is starting a bonfire by pouring gasoline over a wood pile and lighting it up with a match. Her crew then exit the van, carrying various stuff which they then toss into the fire. Nana and the gang return to the van and open its rear doors, revealing four hooded, bound people. Nana holds up a match and stares at them menacingly. Nana woke up as it was all a dream as she wasn't sure if it was real or not. Nana is weighed down by a great burden, the knowledge of her sin. This burden, which would cause her to believe that she will sink into Hell. It is so unbearable that Nana must seek deliverance. There, she meets some people name Cain Xerxes, Will Ahasuerus, Peter Rugg and Blly Blynde, Judith Ewige, Dionysus Theophilus, Prester John Magus, Jackie Smith, and Germaine Goff who have seek out redemption as they try to convince Nana of some memories she had forgotten.  

Nana has no idea what they mean and she has no idea who they are. But befriends them anyway and calling her crew, Santa Compana. There, Nana is guided by a group of people known as The Atonement Council. The members are Joseph, Moses, David, Solomon, Paul, Chris, Fides, and Elpis. In another dream; Nana walks in. She pushes the school cheerleaders aside as she walks into the hallway and cuts off another girl's braid with scissors, showing it to her. Later, as Nana is walking down the hall, a boy comes out of the nurse's office, his arm in a sling. Nana proceeds to push him into the wall, further injuring him. Later; Nana walks up on a girl and a boy together who are obviously in love. She pushes the girl's face out of the way and passionately kisses the boy. She then leaves, grinning smugly. Nana woke up wearing a dark violet dress, a black cloak and violet hair as she sings. She proceeds to explore a crepuscular labyrinth with a lantern. She walks in closer as she finds an apple and she eats it. Then, the walls close in on her. Nana pushes the labyrinth, the walls open up to reveal a troubled young man in black attire. As they walk into a hall of mirrors to a colossal mirror in the end. When Nana reaches the giant mirror, she sees herself as a torturous and evil person which terrifies her. She attempts to break the mirror while the troubled man sees the crumbling of the floor and tries to warn her, but to no avail. Nana finally shatters the mirror, shards went everywhere. The dark attire man is later seen pushing a wheelchair which Nana, trembling. In the hallway, they meet two guards who block their way. The troubled man furiously goes up to them and stomps her foot. Magical waves exude from him which send the guards flying and cures Nana. Nana gets up from the wheelchair and grabs the boy's hand, as they run down the hallway to the exit. 

The doors open to reveal a beautiful labyrinth full of colorful flora where Nana is wearing cream Greek dress covered with strings of pink and yellow flowers and green leaves and has a pink, blue, and orange butterfly in her hair. Nana and the boy eventually find the exit. Both of them exchange high-fives on the way out, they embrace each other before the boy places something in Nana's closed fist. She opens her fist, revealing a raven that flies away. In the meantime; Reynard Faust was now in the morgue. He was found dead at the age of 19 years old. Just then, someone came in but it wasn't a funeral attendant or an undertaker. It was a young lady with long white blonde hair and white skin. She wore vintage style dress with chiffon overlay, polka dot print, sheer puff sleeves, sheer lace detailed peter pan collar, ribbon tie & peep hole neckline, gathered bust detail, fitted bodice and inverted pleated skirt. She wore high heels as she walked towards Reynard's corpse, looking over at him. She removed the sheet from him and kissed his cold lips. Reynard's body shook and he woke up with a gasp. He looked around to see he was alive. "I'm alive...I'm alive." Reynard whispered softly. Then, Reynard was gone from the morgue. In the past; Reynard Faust and his sweetheart, Hermeline Elisha were young and in love. So deep was their love that they were practically inseparable. These young lovers were very happy and spent their time frolicking through the meadows. 

One day Hermeline was running through a meadow with Reynard when she was seized and killed by someone name Johnstone McGuffin. The bullet killed her. Then, Johnstone turned the gun on the distressed Reynard, who was sobbing over the corpse of his beloved, and killed him. Before he died; Reynard gasped out his dying, last words: "The queenliest dead that ever died so young..." However while he was in heaven; Reynard was forbidden to enter Heaven and the Devil wasn't allow to take him to hell. Then; Reynard calls on the shadows for where he should go. In response a silhouetted figure called Orev appears. He makes a bargain with Reynard: He was allow to live and to never die or go to the afterlife. If Reynard did die again and again, he would be revived by accelerate healing. He accepted that deal and someone kissed him, reviving him. Now; Reynard Faust and he was free from sin and from the past that he was troubled by. "It's true. I'll finally get my revenge." Reynard thought. He became known as Raven to eliminated those who remain untouchable. He resurfaced to find a place with stained glass windows and enter the building where he found a girl sleeping in a motionlessly matter and hugged her after seeing how beautiful she was. That pretty girl was Nana! Reynard found Nana attractive and got so close that he could smell the fragrance coming off of her skin. Nana jumped when she felt someone against her, "Hello...." She said. Reynard blushed at the sight of her. Nana looked at him closely as she pointed at the scar on the side of his head. "Where did you get that scar?" Nana asked. "It's nothing." claimed Reynard. Reynard shield it, the scar was a gash with slashes like stitches on them. He remembered that scar which was from the bottle bashed against the side of his head. Bloodied shards in his skin, he wanted to forget about it.

In the city of the dark; Nana was in her  disguise as she was on rooftop to rooftop. "C'mon, c'mon. Where do I start?" She muttered to herself. Just then, she had a vision of someone in black with face marking makeup on his face. There was a sword with the justice scales symbol on its sheath. Nana gasped in horror, "Who is that?" She thought. Nana jumped when she heard a voice said, "Tell me, are you a criminal? An abuser? Or like me?" Nana turned around and saw a man in black attire with white face makeup and black markings that resembled scars. "Who are you?" Nana asked in a trembling voice. "I am Raven,I am to avenge the victims and take down the ones who are responsible." said the man in black. "Justice? I didn't know that!" Nana thought to herself. "And pray tell who you are?" asked Raven. "I'm Lethe. I am on a quest to find my past, you see." Nana claimed. Raven circled around her as he observes her, "How come I never heard of you?" He asked. Nana swallowed her panic, "I'm a rookie. Please, have mercy--I am no threat here." She said. Raven nodded, but he decides to chase her to see how fast she is. As she was running; Nana was stepping backwards until a fragile glass made her lose her footing. She fell into the pool as Raven came to her rescue! However while diving into rescuing the drowning girl; Raven is shocked to see who it was: "So, this is Lethe's secret identity." He said. A sinister smile appeard on his face, his makeup was washed off to reveal scars upon his pale face. "Well, what do you know." He said softly. Not knowing for she was unconscious; Nana's life was about to change....forever! 

Nana woke up in a sleeveless white night gown and sleeping in a canopy bed. She looked around to the sun was shining out--A new day, "What the--How did I get back here?" She wondered. Just then, the door burst open and Nana jumped but heard a husky-seemingly warm voice. "Nana Wendell, I presumed?" The voice asked. Nana turns to see some peculiar man. He was young but his eyes look like they were sleep depraved, his hair was long and seemingly unwashed dark to it. His skin was ivory-olive, but he look very authoritative in the tone he was speaking to. Nana gave her attention to him, "Yes sir." She replied. The man pulled out his police badge, "Allow me to introduce myself, Detective Reynard Faust." He said. Nana smiled at him however she looked around the room, "Um...Where is m--I mean, Lethe?" She asked. "Oh, she's in recovery. Her clothes are drying from the wash." explained Reynard. "Ah, that's very kind of you." said Nana, "May I have them please...So I can give them to her?" "Of course, you must be a friend of hers. They are in the dryer so feel free to retrieve them. I'll be in the basement working. If you need anything, just holler." explained Reynard. The detective left the room and Nana was left alone, she becomes suspicious about this man; so Nana decides to snoop around. She had to get her cloths from the driver, she expect them not be there but weird enough they were there! Nana was getting a funny feeling, "What's going on?" She wondered. 

While retrieving her clothes; Nana decides to find out more of who Detective Reynard Faust, he seemed unfamilar to her. With much exploring, Nana found Reynard's office and snooped around. Not that it didn't seem right but she had to find some answers. However she came across a picture frame of a waxen pale skin, dark hair, and timid looking boy with an auburn haired beautiful girl. There was cursive writing that reads, "To my darling who's heart and mind is big enough to love by a girl like me. Thank you, Rey! Love forever, Hermeline." This perplexed Nana, "Who on earth is Hermeline?" She thought. Furthermore; Nana found another picture frame of a young boy with his parents but there was only two problems--The father's head was ripped out and the mother's face was scribbled upon so much that you couldn't see her face. The only thing that remains is the young boy. "Now who would do this? Must be a troubling childhood." noted Nana. Just then, she heard an alarm and a blinding light distract her so she couldn't see. Then, she felt some cloth wrapped around her mouth and gagged, knocking her out. Everything was spinning before turning black. Later; Nana woke up with her wrists all shackled of chains, "Where am I now?" She wondered. "Well, well. This is where the sneaky raven has been, hasn't she?" A voice said. There was blinding lights and Nana could make out a silhouette of a familiar figure. She gasped, "So it's you!" called Nana. "I knew you were Lethe, Miss Wendell. The makeup washed off when you were in the water and I found out in your file." said Detective Reynard Faust. "Where is my stuff? What do you want?" Nana demanded. "Let's get two things straight...One, it's safe. And two, what I want is your help and maybe to help you." Reynard explained. 

Nana was glaring at his silhouette, "How can I trust you?" She asked. "Because we met before, but I was different. I think you know me as this man." Reynard replied. He appeared with scar-like markings, white face paint, black lipstick painted on, on eye was different from the violet one--that's something that Nana didn't noticed it! But there's a kitana with a symbol of scales engraved on the sheath of the sword. "Now I know who you are, you're Raven!" Nana claimed. Reynard smiled at her, "Yes I am." He said. It looked at the file Nana had: "So, you're name's 'Nana Wendell', is it?" He asked. "Yes, you must've know from the file and evidence I had." replied Nana. "No doubt about it. That's why I came to offer you a deal." Raven said. "A deal? What kind of deal?" Nana inquired. "I'll help you find your memories, if you work for me as a secretary." Raven explained. Nana thought about it, she nodded and replied: "Sure, I'll do it!" Raven smiled darkly, "Excellent." He said. Then, he freed her from the shackles and Nana is given back her costume as well as her file. With Raven as her ally; it was going to be easy for her as well as Reynard Faust for his detective skills. A crime investigator that cracks cases better than abybody else of the judicial system. Nana could go undercover as she would seek out to find out who she isis. To conceal her identity; Nana dresses in a white buttoned shirt, a black leather skirt that reached her knees, matching high heels, a chesnut red wig in a high bun hairstyle, silvery gray eye contacts, and dark brown/black cat eye glasses. "It suits you." Reynard complimented. Nana turned around after unbuttoning two buttons to show her cleavage slightly and smiled, "Thanks! I thought it looked sexy on me." She said. Then, she rolled her sleeves up and replied, "OK, Sexy Secretary and Detective Assistant is in business...What name should I use?" Reynard Faust look at her, "Hmm, there was a man who was a servant...Dick Whittington but that's a boy's name however there was the intelligent wisdom goddess.......Minerva....Minerva Dixon." He said. Nana nodded, "Minerva Dixon, I like it!" She said. And so, she was prepared to take on the works to find the fragments of her past. 

Raven appears lifeless, apathetic, or completely unresponsive to his surroundings. He thinks it’s better for him to act unattached, but for some reason that’s making Nana want him more. Does he only want her for her body? Does he want to be more? Nana’s in love with Raven and is willing to do anything with her and make her feel the rush, but then after he acts indifferent as if she doesn't matter. Nana knows because he’s always somehow searching and finding her everywhere she goes; chasing her. And Nana wants Raven to catch her, and bite her because she knows she’ll like his bite. She just wants to know why that he does all this searching for her, but when she walks past him he acts like she’s a ghost like he doesn't see her. Nana can have anyone else, but she wants Raven; while he’s acting as if she doesn't matter to him when she does. No one knows about this dark relationship. But even though Raven’s hiding her she’s still feeling good about him, Nana’s trying to seem like she’s indifferent too, but he heart always beats faster when he’s around. He might act cold, but she’ll always want him. Nana’s in love with a boy who doesn't show his emotions. He’s cold when it comes to matters of the heart. Even though he’s acting cold, it has her heart beating. She falls in love more. She’s attracted to him not making an effort. Nana was starting to remember more and more of her past:  Nana was about 7 years of age, naive yet wide eyed at all the world around her and loves to fantasize about being in a world of her own in order to escape the place where her parents fight and she is loved as well as appreciated. Nana liked to pretend to be a princess and rule her own castle. She dreamt of being a singer and be heard someday. She loved listening to genres of music like pop. She yearns to be part of her own world. Nana is happiest in her own dream world where she has the life she has always wanted and all her problems disappear. A fantasy built inside her head where all is good. In a boat, she buys an egg, and it turns into Humpty Dumpty. The woman serving in the shop turns into a sheep, and the next minute they are rowing in a rowing boat somewhere. They were traveling in a mystical, psychedelic countryside where tangerine trees are pleasant skies. The kaleidoscope was reflecting into colorful symmetrical shapes that looked like flowers. Nana gets off the boat and goes to a bridge near a fountain. Nearby there are rocking horse people eating marshmallow pies. She’s confused like Alice when she fell down the hole. She knew that place didn't exist for sure however she knew typical 'sweet dreams' won’t lead to happiness. 

No one is aware of her fantasy place, but it is this wonderful place where everything is bright and joyful. Meaning there is no sad people, just happy things like butterflies. Then came the troubling year in middle school: Nana is now a teenager as she is still a daydreamer as she is still a wide eyed idealist that attends a dysfunctional school called Scholomance.  Nana hated her next class, which was gym. Today, Nana was klutzy than usual today. It was the exact same thing, she would drop it or hit someone by accident but it's not enough to be mocked at by the other girls. "Eat shit, disgusting little pig!" jeered the most popular girl. Alice tried to get help from her teachers, only one help but another ignored her as he had cotton balls in his bushy ears. But he  explained that the staff wasn't trained to do things like that. There's no love for her. Everybody had hurt her, hated her, resented her, destroyed her almost, and try to make her fade away in obscurity. Just then, she was heaved with sadness and anger that she activated her psychic powers, screaming: "WHY?! WHY DOESN'T ANYONE LOVE ME?! WHY?!" and went on a violent rage. Nana placed her hands in a prayer and begin to beseech, "Forgive me, Lord...If you would be so kindly to listen when I request you to bear no malice towards me for what I've committed. Help me see my faults and self regards." The girl turned around, "No...You!" She gasped. She was  about to attack however Tony held up his hands, motioning the others who had their powers and weapons ready to stand down, saying to the girl: "Easy, easy. We just want to talk to you....Can we take this more privately?" He asked. "NO!" cried Nana. Her powers forced everyone back and she took off running. Tony was not going to let this girl escape. Never again. "Please! I swear, we will never hurt you!" He begged, coaxing her. Then, Tony used his powers and knocks her out. "You got her!" John cried. "Nice one." Nezha remarked. Turan sighed deeply, she looked over and said to the girl, "Sorry. But I want to help you...I don't know where to take you back to anyway." Nana woke up and gasped. A zombie demon had a grin that showed his sharp teeth and chuckling at her. "What's the matter? It's just a nosebleed, just plug it up!" "Stay away from me, stay away from me!" Nana screamed but she is surrounded by other people who looked demonic and undead. 

Nana backs away in horror, she then stumbles as she heard a zombie taunting in a satanic voice, "Bleeding to death? Your time has come. You sweet, little, fidget girl!" Nana backs away on the floor as they were closing in on her. Then, the demonic zombies chanting: "Die, die, die!" Nana panted, gasping. This was too frightening for her. It was like hell, there was no escape from here. "Help me, help me! Help me! Help! Please! AUGH!!!!" She screeched. Clutching her head as she cowers away from the zombies, who continued to jeer and laugh. She saw The Devil himself as the engineer. "Ha! Ha!" croaked the Devil, "we're nearing hell." Then, Nana shrieked with agony, she begged of the Devil to stop the train! But he capered about and sang with glee, And laughed and joked at their anguish. In the dream reality; The others are concerned at the hysterical Nana "Is she all right?" One asked. "She looks scared." replied another. "Somebody--Get a doctor!" called a third. Nana woke up with panic attacks. Nana was overcome with worry, anxiety, and she wonders what's wrong with her. However things got darker when Nana begins to go on a lucid state. Lingering in the doorway; Tony, his friends, and allies could see a beautiful landscape. Harmonic alarm clocks, creatures calling out names, wind whispering softly, raindrops falling from the not so gray skies, fields of origami flowers, candy clouds puffing, vivid purple skies, silent until angels sing on high. "Nana?" Tony called. He could hear, "Oh! It's beautiful here....Don't leave me alone!" pleaded Nana from afar. Tony and the gang stopped when they saw a blood trail and followed it. It got further and further, they found Nana turning away from everyone who called her name, "Nana!" Nana turned and stare at him but she fainted on the ground. She blamed herself for being a jerk in the past but Tony and the others encouraged, "It's never too late." They comfort her and Nana found the strength to make herself better.  

Once she recovered;  Nana felt like her memories were coming back. It was crazy from something she had done.......One year ago; Nana looked out at the moon. Every month, Nana suffers from cramps and mood swings, while suffers from hemorrhages from her back. Nana has been acting strange lately, she's been verbally menacing and partially physical of ultraviolence. She has been saying she should slit throats and bleed to death to the heavens, however she realized what she said; Nana prayed for forgiveness and feels relief. Nana suffers from erotic dreams in her sleep and has been feeling lewd. She was sickened by this feeling, she loved that feeling but also hate it too. She has some masochism and its effects came from Hunter's blood moon! Nana just likes messing around with boys, not committing to a relationship. She uses boys and then disposes of them, because the only person that Nana really cares about is herself, and she likes to let the boys know her heart doesn’t belong to them. Girls are taught from a young age to be prim and proper. how girls are obsessed with losing weight and being stick thin in order to achieve the current beauty standards. Nana  is too scared to believe that a guy will someday come and love her forever. She thinks that she’s better off without a relationship, which comes to the conclusion that she’s only happy when she’s single. She’s trying to convince herself that she agrees with what she’s doing. The only important thing in society are appearances, and if you don’t keep up your image, you’re going to be judged and questioned. Society often sees things like they are black and white. Either someone is in a relationship or you are alone and miserable. Nana can’t let go of her past failed relationships. Nana still has emotional scars that haven’t healed yet and issues with herself that she has yet to deal with. These things will prevent her from having a healthy relationship and keep her from that pure love she so desperately desires, because humans can rarely just let all that go. Nana is too emotionally damaged to trust other people; that’s why she plays with them instead. People say she’s a homewrecker only because she doesn’t want to have a relationship. She doesn’t like to commit to a relationship. 

She’s proud of not having a relationship. She’s free and she does as she pleases. In the meantime, hearing about this girl; Cain Xerxes, Will Ahasuerus, Peter Rugg, and Blly Blynde sneaked into the house of Nana Wendell. "Hello? Nana? Anybody home?" Cain called out. As they walked around the house; the four of them saw potions, spell books, fairy dust packages, mermaid hex jars, and white witch healing kits. Just then, there was a rumble as Cain and Will could sense that someone was coming. They quickly hide as they could hear the squeaky door opened. The footsteps coming into the house, "Whoooo is in my house?" A voice called out. Cain and the others tensed but the footsteps wandered through the living room, the dining room, the kitchen, the hallway, left and right, by the fire place, in the attic, and all the other chairs. "Oh man, oh man, oh man! I think I'm gonna wet my pants." Peter muttered. "Calm down, as long as we're quiet that witch won't find us." instructed Will quietly. But then, the footsteps slowly walked into the room towards their hiding spot. "Spoke too soon, huh." Billy remarked. "Shh!" hushed Cain. The footsteps came closer and closer. Peter and Billy were so shaken with fear, their hearts pounding like metal hitting steel. "Whooo is in my house?" The voice called out, it made Peter and Billy shiver. The door opened and a face with gleaming white teeth peered out, "AH-HA!" She cried. Peter and Billy screamed but Cain and Will used their telekinetic powers to force the woman away as they tries to escape but the front door slammed on them. 

There stood a young woman with wild, untidy hair and wore a unique style with her strange clothing. She wore no makeup along with the messy hair and weird clothes. "Oh! Uh, hi? Nice look for ya." Cain said with anxiousness. A knife slammed through the wall next to the four of them as Nana cried out, "QUIET!!!" "OK, my bad! Shutting up now." Cain said quickly. The four of them looked at the baby-face young lady who glared at the gang as she said, "You dare break into my house!?" "Sorry, we were given a key by your landlord, he was worried about you. He said you were gone for two whole weeks at least." Will explained.  Nana sighed, "What do you want?" She snipped. "Your help." explained Cain, "We came to work for you." Nana looked at him dully, "Sorry, can't help you with that." She said emotionlessly. She walked away as a disbelief Cain and his friends were shocked by this. Cain walked over to Nana and asked, "Why not?" "Two words, I'm. Retired. Besides, why would they send you four? You don't like a mage. Don't like a witcher or even anyone that knows my name..." She slammed her cooking pan hard, startling Cain and announced, "The Mad Hattress--NANA WENDELL!!!!" But she has tasks for the four of them, Cain and Will had to create a team. Cain is unsure but obeys to this as well as the other three and they go search for the fastest thief is there. His name is Dionysus Theophilus as well as his lovely partner, Jackie Smith.  The prison door creaked opened, footsteps echoed against the floor in the hallways. The guards appeared at the cell of Dionysus Theophilus. "Wake up you thief!" One of the guards announced, "Your trial and excuition awaits for you!" No response. "Hey, you thief! Didn't you hear me?" The guard said. 

Still no answer so they got the keys out and opened the door only to find the jail cell empty. They noticed that the bars of the cell were slightly bent and they were angry: "Why that lousy--DAMN YOU GENTLEMAN THIEF!!!!" One of the guards shouted, "YOU'LL PAY FOR THIS YOU GALLANT, STICKY FINGERED BASTARD!!!!!" Dionysus was moving at such great speed swiftly and got on top of a building. He saw cars driving by, they were police and their lights were flashing. Dionysus smiled, "Speed is everything--Especially when you escape from trial and death." He said to himself and whisked away into the night. The next morning; Cain, Will, Peter,  and Blly walking in a land. While walking along the path; Cain and Will stop to sense something's coming closer and closer. Going left and right, so Will concentrated, he could have sworn someone fast at the speed of light was coming. Closer and closer. And when it did; the duo used their powers to stop them in their tracks. They could see a man in a dark blue mask and matching clothing. There he was, the Gentleman Thief himself! "So, you're Dionysus." Cain notified. Dionysus smiled, "In the flesh!" He said, "So what's a couple of newcomers doing in a place like this?" He asked. "Just--You have dead or alive posters with your face on them." remarked Cain. "Well, I'm not completely surprised. A thief gallantly  has great speed and smarts. I'm quite the unique guy, aren't I?" bragged Dionysus. "Yeah, you make a pretty good crew member." said Cain. 

"Like hell." said a woman's voice. All of the others turned to see a gorgeous young lady in a kelly green dress that glitters and her hair was in an elegant bun. This was Dionysus's sidekick name Jackie Smith, who helps him on his master thief missions as she is a sorceress with great powers, healing abilities, and invincibility spells. "Ah, Jacinda. You are interrupting a man's business." said Dionysus. Jackie backs down, as her lips pouted but her mouth looked like a rosebud. Puckered like cherry on top of a sundae. Dionysus turned back to Cain. "I would be delighted to join but only if you solve some riddles." He said, " Would you like to play?" Cain was irritated but he accepted, "Fine--if we win, only you would join us after this is over." He said. Dionysus smiled, "Deal."He said. The Gentleman Thief bowed gallantly, "I humbly accept." The gang solved the riddles in Dionysus's game. And so, Dionysus joined the crew. Nana welcomed the guy and gave her instructions: "Now then, go find Prester John Magus! The Brute Mage." She said. "Oooh, Prester John Magus The Prester John?" Hijiro said sarcastically. "Yes." said Nana, and ordered them to go. A big muscular man with a chonmage and he was in a vest & trousers. He had wooden geta on his feet and Tabi socks. And he also carried a kitana in hand. But with clothes that he wore weren't too good with the cold winter. This man doesn't get cold surprisingly, he is Prester John. In the meantime; Cain and the gang were walking along the path towards the mountain. Just then, they found themselves face to face with a kitana. "YOU!!!!" A big voice said, "Have you come to fight Prester John? You have to go through me." "Hold it!" Cain explained, "We don't want to fight you Prester John Magus. We only want to recruit you." "Not quite, I'll take you all on if I have to." Prester John said, snubbing them. Cain and the others have no other choice but to take down this guy. So they fought the samurai however Will went out of his mind by telekinetically shoving him into a tree! 

Shocked; he rushed over to see if he's OK. "Crap. Crap. Crap!" He panted as he looked over the unconscious Prester John. "Aww man, Will! Why did you have to go and do that?" demanded Cain panicky. "I didn't mean to do it that hard!" protested Will. "If he's dead, we're going to be in big trouble and it's all your fault!" Peter remarked. "Leave him alone, it was an accident!" Billy argued. While everyone squabbled amongst themselves; Prester John had a smile on his face and punched Will in the stomach, Will fell over as he was shocked over what just happened. Then, Prester John let out a deep laugh that startled everyone, he was laughing heartily. He rise up with a grin on his face, "Ah, great power. I am satisfy with the outcome of the battle. I give you my best wishes, good man." He said.  "Now I will join you, thank you!" In the meantime, A young beauty who has white blonde hair and a curvaceous, buxom figure. Her hair was short as it framed her face. Judith Ewige is wheeling her luggage, she has nowhere to go. She was reprudiated. Alone....Or was she? "Judy!" A voice called out from afar. Judith turned around in surprise to see a mousy boy with goggles on his helmet he wore. This was Germaine Goff, her friend who decided to follow her wherever she goes. A few hours later; Judith was sniffling as she tried to wipe her tears from her eyes. She had Germaine draped around her and Judith was escorting her unconscious friend. Judith was so upset by those jerks that hurt her and her friend. "Why?" thought Judith while crying, "Why do they hate us so much?"Just then, she is shocked when she found herself being rescued by Cain and the others. There she meets Nana and becomes a recruit. Together; Nana and the gang vowed to have some fun while spreading some ultraviolence all around!

Tony and his friends discover a mysterious briefcase that cuffs Tony's wrist. Prince Casimir gets shocked from behind and taken somewhere. Winona, Evangeline, Rosie, and the other girls get distracted by a van, which opens up and a figure behind throws them in there. Tony is seen being tortured on an operating table and figures are doing surgery on him. Damon, Gunther, and their friends are stabbed with a needle from a hooded figure. During his escape attempt, Tony is rescued by his best friend, Casey Jones. When they pass Casimir, they puts the hook on Casimir's arm. However Tony and Casey are captured shortly after. Winona is electrocuted, as well as the girls however they survived. Then, all of theheroes are then brought to the van. Nana Wendell starts a bonfire by pouring gasoline over a wood pile and lighting it up with a match. Her crew then exit the van, carrying various stuff which they then toss into the fire. Nana and the gang return to the van and open its rear doors, revealing four hooded, bound people. Nana holds up a match and stares at them menacingly.  Nana incinerates the inside of the van where the gang is being held captive. As the van is burning, Tony is freeing his friends and allies as Nana and her gang chased and beaten them. Casey helps them escape by fighting them. 

Asena and her gang is picked up by Jackie and driven around the town where she picks up the others of the band. Each has had their own struggles getting through the morning. By the end, it becomes manifest that Jackie is evil. She proceeds to drop them off while Nana seduces into Einsam Kokoro, where she tries to poisons them. Then, she goes after Garen and his lover by trying to slay them but that fails. Things got more crazier as Nana mercilessly tortured Rosie of her past and Rosie almost took her own life but Tony snapped her out of it. Nana got so mad as she was about to fight back with such a vengeance! Her gang had seen enough and tried to stop her however Nana did not want to give in. But then, she is knocked out in anger by Cain and she survived but she was asleep. However, a year later; Nana woke up with no memory of her past. Now  that she got her memories back; Nana will live the rest of her life in atonement for her sins. And is befriending Tony and the others while writing down their stories into a fairytale-like book. Satisfied, Nana closed her book and said, "And that is the end of my tale!" She stood up and walked to put her book down on a table. "The tale of how I came to discover them.....I was blinded by ultra-violence, falling for the terror and giving it all physically. I made wrong decisions in life....After everything I went through, I've learned that sometimes things aren’t really what they may seem to be. I wish that I knew what was going to happen so I wouldn’t waste her time and energy on what I knew was going to end. I've finally recovered from ultra-violence and I'm starting to gain back my confidence and move on with my life. I'm finally out of the woods from the darkness I've become."

She was drying her eyes and continued to speak, "My world is crashing down, I tried to see the bright side in my amnesia. I was in a state of extreme violence. However, my light eventually caught up with me, and I fell back into the real world. I was doomed from the start, and  did not realize this until it was too late. The clouds have cleared and the path before me is now clear. I have found myself and pulled it together, ready to move on from this tragedy. I've finally awoke from her impossible teenage dream. I'm ready to let the reality come into me, just like light entering a prism....I am wide awake, how about you?" 

Freak Girl Online Diary--Chapter 4

Chapter 4: It Gets Better than Before

In the summer; I went to a job program and landed myself in an outlet in the mall. I met this nice, black skinned woman who was my mentor. At my first job; I worked in the back of the store. I took clothes which were in packages, put price tags on them, and hang up the clothes nicely. Then the guys, who also worked alongside me, came to take the clothes on the wheeled railed thing where we hang the clothes. To me, it felt great to finally work at a place. There were some good times there, like going to lunch on breaks or joking a little. But we managed to get stuff done. In time, we were assigned to work in the store. Y'know, organize clothes that were hanging up, some things that need organizing. That was my favorite part of the job. I worked from June, July, until August. We were given an award, each of us. A paper certificate. And offered cake, one chocolate and one vanilla. It felt so good to be awarded for something you accomplished. 

Remember that black skinned woman who was mentoring us a little? Well, she became my teacher. I made the suggestion, I felt bad for her because she said she was having a hard time finding a job so I said that my school was looking for some teachers and I guess that's what happened. In time when she became my teacher; but over this year I was misbehaving and got on her bad side. She thought I didn't have the Lord within me. She wanted to take me to church but that wasn't it. She just didn't understand. My behavior worsened as I one time escaped home and walked blocks from there. Mother and Axel found me, I tried to apologize but I knew it was too late. My stuff was taken, I yelled at my own mother, I got hit repeatedly but I knew I deserved it. I was making such a hissy fit that the police woman came and I managed to calm down. Knowing my behavior was getting stronger; I was assigned to take TKD classes after school. I didn't want to but I knew I had to get some help. Being in the TaeKwon-Do center for after schools for me, it wasn't so bad at first but then as time progressed, I begin to hate it. The boys didn't acknowledge my existance. The girls were really prissy, dramatic, and mean to me. And all of them were like little kindergartners to sixth graders. 

Some got in trouble and got really upset. Some were brats who pestered me, it was one heck of a nightmare. I didn't say anything to my mother because she wouldn't think of taking me out. I myself was afraid to leave for I'd be my bad self again and had to remember to have self control. My TKD instructor was never there a lot, he had always leave to do some errands while the kids acted crazy and someone had to watch them. It was the loudest place on the planet. I hated it, I always called Mom, made an excuse of saying I didn't feel well. I didn't want to train here or any where else anymore. I simply hated this. By the end of the year, I didn't take TaeKwon-Do after school classes anymore--which that was a relief for me. And that black skinned female teacher of mine wasn't my teacher anymore so I had a new one. I wasn't relieved that she was gone, she had to find another job but in the end, I didn't bad-mouthed about her. She taught me a few things. Even though sometimes she was harsh and a little bit wicked and misunderstood on my auditory sensitives; I'm not angry with her however I hope she understands someday. My new teacher was much more understanding than the other. She always knew and was very caring of me. And my former TKD master always sounded so pitiful and trying to make me guilty by saying I was best student. Then, I realized something--He says it about his other students. And he hardly lets me come up to train with the others. I always felt so unwanted. I hated it and never want to do it again. But in the end, I have to give them credit for teaching me on self control physically for I never hit anyone with my fists or my feet. 

2014 was the best year for me as I was finally graduating from high school and I was happy to get away from that school once and for all. I have to admit, I thought it was a place of sanctuary and supposed to be about loving God but no. With the kids with autism being mistreated and the principal was mean to my mom and me. The principal, whom my mom was once friends with, was nothing more than a person wanting to put on a show--Not having the deciency to have compassion, thinks of herself as the expert on autism...which she was NOT!!! And hurting mother so badly after my mother quit. Now I see why some people left, the principal was a cold, insensitive. Hypocritical, where she judges mother or other people on what they eat while she eats fattening foods herself but she claims she's on a diet. Huh, diet. And her sister, she lied and sent my mother a text. A very mean text, she betrayed me by lying about me to my mother and she lied to everyone--not to mention poison my mother--and hurt her. So many scars, so much pain. But then, I was distressed when we had to move from Florida to Indiana. Mom couldn't find another job anywhere else in Florida and we couldn't afford our house anymore. However that house was said, according to my mother, to have problems with a lot of things in the house. Like air conditioner wasn't working right, the jacuzzi was a wreck, and other things that were flawed. I was upset that we move but I thought it was OK. 

When my mother called my father and left a message (when he didn't answer) about us moving; something happened. I had two dreams about my father being a changed man and for some reason, that dream was true. My father became a different person and he helped us out in the last few days of moving. We spent breakfast with him and for the first time in forever; he wasn't Mr. Putdown--He was the father I loved again! Though the one thing that didn't change was him jabber all the time but who cares, it's all right! One thing did change and it was a good thing. It was like a sign from God, telling me that my father was going to redeem himself. It felt good. During the move; we had to stop at different hotels while getting to Indiana. I must say, moving from Florida and seeing different places was a big step. Hotels were where my mother and brothers and I had to share one room in two different beds. Finally, we got to Indiana and met my aunt--My mom's sister--and her family. 


And I worked at a department store, it was a lot different than the one I used to work at over the summer. I didn't stand around and did stuff. I carried boxes, I delivered things out, and the people there was kind. Better than anything else I could've dreamed of. Most were nice, one was a bit cranky but misunderstood. Sometimes she yammers about something however I had to give her my sympathy but I always wondered if she cherishes life at all. Perhaps, but I wouldn't know because she must be yammering about something. Oh well, it's not my fault really. And I behave well at my job but I didn't get along so well with my older brother and my younger brother was annoyed at crazy stuff I would do.  I was immature and did my best to stay away from my older brother if he didn't go and teased me mercilessly. My mom didn't break up the fight because she found it amusing. But she was pretty sick and tired of us fighting however she wanted me and my older brother to figure things out. WE CAN'T!!! We can't even talk to each other like normal people when Mr. Cranky Pants has to go and give me a hard time....OK, I took part in giving him a hard time. Sorry. 

I was pretty much tired of my older brother for just sitting around and doing nothing but play video games, blah blah but he doesn't know what he was going to do. He doesn't seem like he wants to do anything with his life. How could he not know what to do? But I have to give him a little more empathy. I mean, I didn't know what to do until I met someone who showed me the skills I was most strongly at and the one I'm good at is writing so I became a writer. I know,  know, I'm a hypocrite. I'm not going to lie, I'm not too nice all the time. I can get prissy, wanting an answer from someone when I ask and get a little irritated when they don't respond. I guess it's being impatient. Not a mature thing, huh? Heh, not too proud of myself right? Yeah, I'm a jerk but not always. I'm a good person most of the time, at least I think but I sometimes don't realize what I do. It's insane right? So yeah, I have my moments. Everyone does but there's people out there that act like a perfectionist and tell us that  we're not imperfect beings and we need to be prepared. And then yell at us for getting in trouble. No, not something I went through but there are people like that. Some people. 

Uranometria: Luna di Sangue--Chapter 2

Hey everyone, I hope you all having a Merry Christmas (or Hanukkah, or Kwanzaa) . I've been pretty busy, sorry guys but I've been on the holidays so I hope you guys understand. I got more ideas in my noggin. Please enjoy this chapter, hope you guys like it! --KatDon 

Chapter 2: The Kidnapping 

Turan gets attacked from above by one of the Wendigos who scratched her back. It also caused her top to be torn to shreds almost and it falls off. Humiliated, Turan covers herself and looks around but saw her male teammates looking away with red faces. Turan's symbiotic powers save the day as it made a top for her to cover her breasts. She let out a big sigh of relief, then glared at the others: "Nobody saw that, right?" She demanded. Scared out of their wits by her ticked over tone of voice; the men laughed nervously as they said: "No, we didn't!" Turan breathed a little, "Good." She admitted and walks away however the gang grimaced and shuddered. After so much stress; She looked different! Turan looked at her new self, "What is this?" She wondered. Then, Turan let out a chuckle with excitement, "I don't know what's going on but I'm starting to like it." She said. "Uh-oh." Asura said. "I don't like where she's going with that lecherous, vehement look on her face." finished Nehza. Meanwhile, Ariadne walked down a crystallized hallway and looked at the mirrored ice, she look at herself in the reflection of the halls. "I'm so upset of bringing shame to everyone for my actions. I want people to know I am not poised or perfect. Am I warrior? Is this my role in the world?" She thought. For a moment; Ariadne thought she saw the deceased squad members of Abendstern Squad. She turned around immediately, however she found no one was there. She let out a sigh of relief. Ariadne rubbed her eyes, "Man! I must be seeing things." She muttered. 

In the meantime; Bendis called out while she escaped. "Nice moves, Jovan! But at least we got some sort of treasure of yours. A beauty and her sucklings who are just DYING TO SEE YOU!!!!" Jovan stopped in his tracks, he couldn't believe it. "Zakia...." He said to himself. When he got home; his wife nor children were nowhere in sight. Jovan couldn't believe this, he felt like hope was lost but there was one thing he had to do...And he wasn't going to like it. Vasilissa knows that she is special on the inside. She may even be hiding something. She has hidden strengths that nobody is aware of. Vasilissa can be herself when no one is around to judge her. Vasilissa wants to take things farther, she feels as though she want to take things to the next level of her powers, but she doesn't think she has something to lose. For the time being; A voice on the intercom squawked on: "All agents, please come to the meeting room. Important mission is at hand. All agents, please come to the meeting room." 

How do this happen? Let's go back to the beginning, shall we? 

Earlier before....

In Mictlan; Jovan Kapitan was dressed in uniform, clutching the shoulders of his wife Zakia. He embraced his wife, kissing her and bear-hugged his children before leaving. The children--Claus, Hosea, Alana, and Cynthia--waved to his father, Zakia watched as well. She then called out, "Be careful!" Jovan looked back and gave his wife a nod before leaving. Working the justice system of Hierophant Order; Jovan is doing the usual rountine of his tasks. Just then, there was a ticking sound of a clock but it was loud. Jovan then heard it stopped and there was an explosive coming from the opposite building of where he could see. Commander Kapitan couldn't believe his eyes, then he called out: "All troops! Stand your position, the enemy had planted a bomb--get away from the buildings, don't be afraid. Stay calm." The soldiers obeyed to this but they were anxious, complexed by what just happened. That's when, the enemy came as it turns out to be Bendis Trümmer and her cousin, Madeline 'Magda' Ruinen. Bendis looked like a young 14 year old while Magda looked like she was 12. "HELLO! Just wanted to give y'all a wake-up call!"  Bendis bellowed. She pulled out a gun and gunfire came out of the weapon, the soldiers ducked for cover. Jovan looked out and could see this deadly damsels with guns and loaded. Then, he pulled out his rifle and called out to his men, "DUCK YOUR HEADS, STAY DOWN FOR A MOMENT!!!!" The soldiers looked at him as he pulled out two guns as Bendis and Magda try to attack but they fought him off. The soldiers cheer for their commander however Bendis cried out: "Nice moves, Jovan! But at least we got some sort of treasure of yours. A beauty and her sucklings who are just DYING TO SEE YOU!!!!" Jovan stopped in his tracks, he couldn't believe it. "Zakia...." He said to himself. When he got home; his wife nor children were nowhere in sight. Jovan couldn't believe this, he felt like hope was lost but there was one thing he had to do...And he wasn't going to like it. 

Ad interim; Commander Adam Rustung was doing paper work when there was a knock on the door. "Come in." said Adam. Jovan entered and Adam immediately stops what he was doing and stood up in shock, "Jovan Kapitan, what's the matter? What has happened?" He asked. "My wife, my children--They've been kidnapped!" Jovan explained. Adam looked at him, "I can help you. But I know someone that can find them." He said. Reports are in about the kidnapping, so Cassandra was going to rescue Kapitan's family from this two insane girls. Cassandra went to locate them but when she was sneaking in and rescuing them; Cass is confronted at gunpoint by Bendis and Magda. However, Cassandra protected Zakia and her children and prepared for what was about to happen. Just then, a telekinetic force came upon the girls, who screech in terror as they are thrown backwards. Cassandra looked up, she gasped in amazement--Androcles and Yvain had come to the rescue. The force of telekinesis left her hair strand in the wind but only caught by Androcles. "Androcles, Yvain...Nice seeing you guys here." said Cassandra with the smile. "Yeah, we were just in the neighborhood." Androcles said with a shrug, however Yvain turned to Cass and instructed, "Take the woman & the children and get out of here." Cassandra looked at them as she tried to protested, "But--" Yvain turned to her fiercely, "Hurry, go!" Cassandra was confused but she took Zakia and her children as she said, "OK, thanks guys."And off she went. Androcles and Yvain used their powers to battle the girls, who were no match against them. Bendis made their escape with a pill like object. When she threw it down, puffs of smoke came out. When the smoke cleared up, the girls were gone. But that didn't bother Androcles and Yvain one bit. "You got the sample?" Yvain asked. Androcles held up the hair strand, "Right here." He said. Yvain nodded, "Good. Let's go!" He said. And the two of them were off. Cassandra returned Kapitan's wife and children back to the Commander, who embraced them all. He looked over to Cassandra and walked over to her before saying, "I give you my gratitude, thank you Cassandra Endymion." Cassandra smiled, "You're welcome, sir. Anytime." She replied. 

Later once the battle with those guys was over; Bendis begin to write in her diary: "Dear Diary, Someone I love, he is not satisfied. He’s not emotionally invested in the relationship, it’s hard for me to do more intimate activities with him because he pushes her away. I don’t fall asleep because this is the only time when he’s vulnerable and open. He makes my heartbeat, I love him but our relationship is purely physical. I am so emotionless. I'm depressed because the only time he’ll open up to her is when we're together. So he’s using me. I don’t love him when I really do, but I won’t tell him that because it is a big deal.I want my partner to feel the same pain I had and I'm doing that so by ignoring him. I want to feel in charge of the relationship. He has the upper-hand because he could walk away at anytime, and I can't. I tried to pretend he loves me,but ultimately it just hurts me. Let's get drunk my man, I mean we don’t really get along. They say that you fall in love with men that are like your father in ways. I never wanted to fall in love, I was never was the type to have my heartbroken, because before the relationships started I knew how things would end. Even though I knew how this guy was and knew he was a player I hoped he’d change for me and actually open his heart up for once but to no, you can’t change a player to a house husband. I knew how this guy was and prepared myself for his emotional detachment and the eventual break up I still fell for him and now can’t seem to get over him. If I'm not number one in this guy’s heart, why should I act like I am? I rather be by myself and single then than to be a 'side-chick', then to be his second choice, to share his love with another girl. If I have to settle for a piece of his piece of life, attention, or body. I has to say peace to him. I have to give peace, if he isn’t down.

Love Bendis."

For the time being; Cassandra was training alone and trying to improve better. However she is confronted by a concerned Jack, who ask her if she is really better and explains to her on how she looks like she doesn't care. But this cause Cassandra to get upset. She turned to him and said, "Do you think I'm not shock over the deaths of Arcturus and the others? I am trying to keep it together and keep my emotions exploding with my powers! Do you really thin that I don't see their ghosts every second of every day! I can't have a normal life anymore, for it is mine and mine alone! We all probably losing our minds." She looked at Jack, who feels guilty, and Cassandra walks away to her room. Later; Cassandra leaned against the wall and brings her knees up, hugging them both and ducked her head inside. But all she could see bodies and blood splattering all over the place. Cassandra found herself mumbling, "No, no, no, No!" Cassandra had to calm down, she lost her mind once--she was never going down there again. Never again, never! In the meantime; Bendis begins to write in her diary of another entry: "I'm a temperamental person with an inflated view of my own talent and importance. I want everything, I need everything...Literally! I can't help but be egoistical. It's all in my personality. I have to deal with every aspect of it all, good and bad. In my eyes, I did nothing wrong,  it's simply everyone who is wrong. After all the things I put you through, they still keep coming back. Get down on both knees, begging for me to say 'yes'. Primadonnas are actresses, I don't care about the consequences. I'm aware of being a diva, but I don't see anything wrong with that. Even though I live in such a pompous lifestyle; underneath my ego is a girl who is genuinely struggling with myself. Life isn't necessarily a breeze when you're a primadonna girl. I don't want people's attention, I want their attention to have, to be adore you know. Pick a personality for free if I feel like nobody, boys love me I can't help it. I adore this feeling. All I gotta do is butter up and pop that pretty question. I have my privileges. My life is dreamy and glamorous, like being onstage. I absolutely love it. Tantrums to me are small matters, primadonna have their successes & failures but I crave for success. As long as I get the power, I'm willing to do anything. Even when the lights dim down, I continue to spin around for the attention of others. I'm a Primadonna Girl, get over it! Love Bendis."

But she was still feeling troubled and wrote something in her journal: "There's a story that I kept inside of me ad I like to write this down: A guy saw no light in his life. He only saw darkness and gloominess. He thought he saw light in me. He thought immediately that he loved me. But I don't love him back, I don't want to be owned by him. I want to be free. He destroyed the light of hope inside himself, while looking for my hope. We don't own what makes up happy, we only own what makes us sad. I'm not his to keep, I'm not his so-called heaven. If he doesn't know that by now, than he doesn't know me that very well. Still I've been alone and sad. The things that are supposed to make me feel better, they don't. I did everything in my life to be good, I don't think he really knows me, he thinks he does but no. Because if he knew the really me, than he would see that I'm a free spirit. Though he keeps trying to find the light that I don't have. He keeps trying to have someone to keep when they are meant to be free. Once you do something, it's said and done. When you hurt the person in all the money in the world, but it wouldn't change what you did that person. Or how they feel about you. No matter how hard he tries. How much he tries, he can't and he remains the same. He tries to understand me why he can't keep me, he'll never understand me. I stayed single all this time in the name of preserving my innocence, because I'm only entering a relationship and get my heart broken in two. There's nothing I can do to change him. He constantly falling for girls: They go out but then the love dies out. No matter how hard he tries, I will not belong to him, I'm meant to be free. Yes, I understand now. I said this once, there is nothing I could do to change him." She stops writing and clutched her head. Bendis can’t face the light. The blinding lights might refer to the lights you see when you die or they might stand for truth — Bendis’s whole life is a lie. She wants to go back before she became this way, because the path that her alter ego led her is to death. Bendis’s life might have started out as a game to hurt people, but it’s become a sickness that hurts her too. Giving your life at the altar could be sacrificing your life in the literal sense for forgiveness, but it could also starting new. 

In a memory of Eulalie's past comes back to her: When Eulalie was younger; her parents died in a car crash as she went to live with her aunt Nanette and her troubled but elderly grandmother Ginny. Nanette is loyal to Ginny, who is mean and spiteful as well as strict and cruel. Ginny locks Eulalie in her room at night and forces her to work in the daytime. Eulalie was forced to be lock away from the reality of life and befriends her cousin Laurent Ursus. He became her first friend to her, but when the two grew up into teenagers; Laurent develop something strange for her, like a romantic obsession. Eulalie only sees Laurent as a relative and no feelings return to him. Grandma Ginny is a cult popess and Aunt Nanette is a cult prophetess that is loyal to her mother. Eulalie dig up research on Ginny, Nanette, and Laurent as she learns that they are not her relatives--They were after her parents for many years. Eulalie realized Ginny is not her grandmother, Nanette is not her aunt, and Laurent is not her cousin. Though Laurent plans to make Eulalie his own, however Eulalie escaped from that dark place. In another flashback; Eulalie was struggling with facing her fears of guns. "I'm scared, I--I--I can't hold a gun like this." Eulalie said timidly. "I don't want you to be weak, don't show fear." Belius remarked, looking a little stress. Eulalie nodded, "I know, I know. I--I--" She said. Belius became irritated, "What? What do you mean by 'I know'?! All I'm saying is to stay strong! Take the gun in your hand and start shooting, dammit! Shoot them all, shoot them!!!" He shouted. Eulalie had a panic attack as she screamed while throwing the gun and in a frenzied rage, "NO, NO, NO, NO, NO!!!!!!" She managed to calm down as she admits: "I--I--I don't want to be a monster!" Her friend was shocked by this, realizing his error. "Oh man...What have I done? Eulalie, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry." Belius apologized. He embraced her, "It's OK, Eulalia. It's OK." said Belius. Eulalie begin to cry, "I don't want to be a....a....monster....I don't want to be a monster, Belius." She sobbed. 

The next day, Ariadne was sleeping, her clock read 5:54 a.m. Suddenly, someone entered her room and slightly shook her to wake up. "Ariadne, hey Ariadne? Wake up, toots." said a voice. Ariadne's eyes fluttered opened, she looked up to see Lieutenant Shango Lazarus standing over her in uniform. "Shango, what are you doing here?" asked Ariadne in a groggily voice tone. "Do you know what time it is?" "C'mon, Frostwaters. It's time." said Shango. Ariadne was confused by this, but she realized what he meant. "Oh man...uh...right! Getting ready now!" Ariadne said quickly. She got her teal tank top and icy blue jeans with matching sneakers. Then, Ariadne walked alongside with Lieutenant Lazarus and came upon the training room. Just then, Svafar Navin noticed her and greeted her, "Hey Ice Princess." Ariadne looked at him, "Who, me?Oh, um, hey!" She stuttered. Ariadne looked away but Lieutenant Navin spoke to her again, "I forgot to mention this but...Your powers are beautiful." He said. Touched; Ariadne grinned, "Thanks, it's weird but it's beautiful...I guess." She admitted. However the chit-chat was cut short, Ariadne's training was about to begin. While training; Ariadne thought she saw a glimpse of Gwen of the former Abendstern Squad. She stood there for a moment before freaking out, "NOOOO! WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? IT CAN'T BE!!!!" Gasping like crazy. It looked like Gwen was coming at her but Ariadne cried out, "Noo! You're dead, what are you doing here?" She backed away as she then felt like she became rock hard and fell to the ground. The next minute she knew, Ariadne woke up to see Captain Siegfried standing over her. "Oh! Captain--I--um..." Ariadne looked away with an ashamed look for losing her cool. Just then, Siegfried spoke out: "So, you turn into an ice angel." Ariadne looked at him, "What?" She asked. "Reports of your body change into an embodiment of ice. But you probably didn't know because you were hallucinating, right?" explained Siegfried. Ariadne blushed but she recovered herself, "I could be but I thought she was there." She explained, embarrassed as she was afraid that Siegfried would think she was crazy. 

Later on, Ariadne walked down a crystallized hallway and looked at the mirrored ice, she look at herself in the reflection of the halls. "I'm so upset of bringing shame to everyone for my actions. I want people to know I am not poised or perfect. Am I warrior? Is this my role in the world?" She thought. For a moment; Ariadne thought she saw the deceased squad members of Abendstern Squad. She turned around immediately, however she found no one was there. She let out a sigh of relief. Ariadne rubbed her eyes, "Man! I must be seeing things." She muttered. Ariadne walked out of the hall and into the outdoor garden. Ariadne thought to herself while walking through the gardens, "If I were to speak my mind all the time, I would disgrace the entire squad." Ariadne stopped by to the Frost Temple, where she looked at her reflection as she said to herself, "When will I reflect my character of the true me? I don' know how to mae myself reflect in reality or my own powers." Someone then whispered, "Release your fears." Ariadne gasped and turned around, "Hello? Who said that?" She called out. "You must let go of your fears, your doubt, and your hesitation. Do the things you want to do, don't think about what people say. Be yourself, forgive and forget." said the voice. "I don't think I can." claimed Ariadne. "Try, you can." The voice encouraged. "You don't know--" Ariadne started to say but then the voice encourage her once more, "Think of your loved ones. They want to be happy and the people that don't know you would like to get to know you better." Ariadne looked at the reflecting ice in the temple and saw Evander, Izzy, Jesse, and Gwendolyn. Ariadne begin to scream, she punched the ice and shattered it to pieces. Ariadne fell to the floor, hands on the ground as they became into fists. "Who am I inside?" She thought. Ariadne had Sedna Anastasios, Svafar Navin, Helgi Suzaku and Shango Lazarus in her head as this drove her crazy. They were etched in her mind, haunting her thoughts. No escape from this memory. 

Meanwhile; Juana begins to remember a memory of her own where she was playing the piano and singing to herself, "I was an ugly duckling. I was ashamed of myself and was lost. Trying to fit myself in the crowd, but no matter where I go, it's the same--They laugh and point at me, 'You don't belong here'. Tears streaming down my face, running, and hiding. Will I find my place in the spotlight?" She stopped, her fingers left the keys and sat there for a moment; reminiscing into oblivion. Juana was a young maiden who came from a multi-Spanish mother and father who came from a family that came from relatives of Latinos. Sadly; a terrible accident took her father's life and Helene felt grief for the loss of her father. Despite her father's death, Juana dreamed to be a singer-songwriter however she's been dealing with a lot of prejudice from.  After her father's death; Juana suffers from stage fright. When she was 13; Juana was onstage and she puked when she was so nervous. Now Juana wasn't sure of performing in front of a live crowd, it was so scary with blinding lights and eyes watching is very nauseating. But thanks to her new crew of friends; she managed to pull through. Now she's thankful for that. While battling with the Wendigos; Turan gets attacked from above by one of them who scratched her back. It also caused her top to be torn to shreds almost and it falls off. Humiliated, Turan covers herself and looks around but saw her male teammates looking away with red faces. Turan's symbiotic powers save the day as it made a top for her to cover her breasts. She let out a big sigh of relief, then glared at the others: "Nobody saw that, right?" She demanded. Scared out of their wits by her ticked over tone of voice; the men laughed nervously as they said: "No, we didn't!" Turan breathed a little, "Good." She admitted and walks away however the gang grimaced and shuddered. 

Later on; Turan was getting her wounds stitched up when Norna noticed something on her back. "What is that?" asked Norna, her fingers brushed against her back. Turan jerked away, "What? What is what?" She said with confusion. "Those!" Norna said, she plucked out a hair-like strand from her back. Turan winced when she did that and glares at her, however Norna is shocked by what she was seeing. "This doesn't feel like hair, feels slimey and soft--even squishy..." muttered Norna. "Hair squishy? Very funny, hair is so not squishy. I mean, who has squishy hair." Turan said. Norna analyzed them as she was shocked to find out that the red plume was not human at all. Things got weirder when Turan was scratching a rash-looking wound, it looked like a red painted ink design on her back. "What the hell is that?" She muttered. Turan ran her hand down there, the blood red plumes are stuck to her back, "What. the. hell." muttered Turan. She suddenly felt cramps in the lower part of her stomach. Then, she felt the pain in the sides of her ribs. Turan was hurting so much that she cried out, "HELP! NORNA, GUYS, ANYBODY!!!" And she passed out. Turan woke up as she was topless but covered while the doctor examines her. Norna was the only one with her, she talked to her when the doctor left the room for a moment. "I never been through pain like that." Turan remarked. "Um, I have. With a corset, it hurts so bad." Norna said. "Ha. Very funny." Turan replied. Norna gave her a sideways look, "Try wearing one and it won't be so funny." She said. But then saw something on Turan's back, "WHAT IS THAT?" She shouted in hysterics. "Huh?" Turan said, she jumped at the sound of Norna's voice. "It looks like a Venus flytrap." Norna said. Turan was terrified when she heard that, "Oh my back?" She asked. "On your back!" Norna confirmed. Turan let out a groan, "OH GREAT! JUST GREAT, THAT'S WHAT I'M EXPECTING ON A WEDNESDAY!!!" She hollered. 

Norna thought of something for a moment, "Hold on!" She said. Turan looked at her, "What?" She asked. "Slashed at the back, it sounds like...Like you're bitten on a full moon by a werewolf!" Norna said. Turan looked at her friend for a moment, she then laughed anxiously. "I know, crazy huh?" Norna remarked. "Well thank you for taking my nightmare so fricking seriously!" Turan cried, almost shouting. Norna leaned over and told her that the red plumes she plucked at and told her that it wasn't human: "Something went wrong, Turan. When you were attacked, something went wrong." Norna whispered. Turan is terrified, Norna continued to talk to her: "You're changing, Turan. Everything about you is changing, what's happening to you?" She asked. "I don't know, am I dying?" Turan said back with a panic in her voice. "I don't know." said Norna. After the doctor's visit; Turan and Norna are confronted by Wendigos as Turan decides to face them. She had a weird blood-thirsty look in her eyes as she said to them, "Be afraid, be  very afraid." She butchered them all as Norna looked at her, then the blood was on Turan. But the most eccentric trick, the blood was absorbed into her skin and Turan let out a spasm of pleasure escape her lips. She immediately covered her mouth as Norna glanced at her in disbelief, "You attack those bastards, their blood splattered all of you, the blood gets absorbed into you, and you let out this spasm like you're--" She started to say but she was cut off. "Uh-uh! Don't you dare finish that sentence!" Turan scolded at her. Norna held up her hands, "Just saying." She said. Turan shrugged, "I guess. I feel rather satisfied with the thirst, I'm no longer dehydrated." She said. Norna gave her a weird look, "Dehydrated?" She inquired. "Yeah, strange isn't it?" Turan asked. "Very." agreed Norna. 

When they got back, it all seems well but then it got worse than before. There was something that shocked to Turan's team. "AUGHHH!" cried Turan. Norna and the others entered her room, "What's wrong?" Norna said but the gang were shocked when a red, giant Venus flytrap was trapping her in as Norna groaned, "It hurts, it hurts...Help me, please...help me..." The Venus flytrap embodiment turn into a cocoon and closed her up. It was so shocking, "Oh man." Tucker said. "TURAN!!!" Norna cried. But it was no use, she was lost...or was she? The others were about to give up their leader for loss when the cocoon begin to squrim and then someone breaks out of its prison. "What the--?" Tucker started to say but it was Turan, alive, and she looked different! She had burgundy hair, light skin complexion, and she looks better than she didn't before. Turan looked at her new self, "What is this?" She wondered. Then, Turan let out a chuckle with excitement, "I don't know what's going on but I'm starting to like it." She said. "Uh-oh." Asura said. "I don't like where she's going with that lecherous, vehement look on her face." finished Nehza. Before anybody could ask Turan if she was OK; A voice on the intercom squawked on: "All agents, please come to the meeting room. Important mission is at hand. All agents, please come to the meeting room." Turan realized something was up and left her crew. In an asylum; A young lady was in her cell, she was watching a movie emotionless, and alone she was in that small ward of hers. But outside, people are watching and monitoring her intensively. "So, any reason why she's here?" asked one person. "Who?" asked the second. "Her." said the first, gesturing to the girl in the cell. 

This girl is Vasilissa Orpheus, she was the same age as Cassandra. And the most strangest thing was that she looked like Cass too! The hair and the same height but the problem was is that her eyes were different from Cassandra's color. But they were beautiful. She was a talented artist that faded away from the publicity: Journey into a 'wondrous land' whose great boundaries that of being famous. Vasilissa’s finally found the success she was looking for but is stressing out about it because she’s scared it might not be exactly what she wanted. Once she was signed with her first record label, she knew this was it, it was all going to change, and she began to have absent minded second thoughts about whether this will all go to plan. Vasilissa pretended to get what she wanted to be happy. Vasilissa can't keep her mind on things for long. She can't feel or be her self, she’s hoping this is worth it. Her obsession with becoming a star is making her lose touch with her priorities. She has fooled herself into thinking that this is the only way to achieve her dream. She doesn’t feel that she can change and start opening up when she has been silent her whole life. Vasilissa might not want to show any weakness, she could be so overwhelmed by the sadness she feels that she cannot yell loud enough for people to hear and has pushed so many people away from her that there is simply no-one there to help. She doesn’t feel worthy of having friends or lovers, because she will just hurt them in the end. Vasilissa has been basically turned into a robotic shell of herself. She doesn’t have any happiness, nor sadness; just her thoughtless body, drifting through life purely on routine. Vasilissa lacks of happiness only drives her want to succeed more. Vasilissa seems to have been consumed by the thought that only success and victory will make her happy in the end, though she doesn’t seem to realize the process is having an adverse effect. 

After she climbs, she’ll wonder why she gave up feeling alive, simply for people to know her name. Although inside she is unhappy and miserable, to everyone else she is a successful star, and that’s all that’s important to her. Her view on the issue seems distorted, as she has a casual approach to the fact that she is sacrificing her own happiness in order to impress other people. Vasilissa's looking for the happiness and success she has been missing. Through all of this, she is terrified of true success and stardom. She knows that often the most successful people come crashing down at some point without any warning, and their careers die. They have become a pitiful, useless ‘empty lighter’. Vasilissa is more or less stating that it’s nobody else’s business what she wants to do, because it’s her life, and that nobody can stop her from doing what she wants to do. her problems are her problems, people who are judging her and discussing her problems are irrelevant, she is warning people not to be concerned about what she’s doing and to leave her be, she can handle this her own way without criticism. Vasilissa wants success and is unhappy with the state of her life as is. However, she doesn’t know for sure that success will make her happy once she gets it. Vasilissa describes her pop star life. It seems to be a normal girl’s, but it really isn’t. She wakes up early in the morning just like everybody does but the next lyric suggest a situation that is not typical for a normal girl’s life. It seems she’s always surrendered by tens of people whose job is to follow her. In the world of celebrity, looks go a very long way. Everything about their appearance has to be flawless. Media and tabloid papers make a lot of drama out of stars spotted looking worse for wear or when they notice an imperfection. Even though celebrities are just human and are not perfect, they always has to look as if they’d be. Mass audiences show a special interest in the private lives of entertainers and celebrities. The public wants to know everything about famous people. 

An artist’s fan base is always looking for new material from their idols. In other words, a celebrity is thoroughly analyzed. Everybody consider Vasilissa a lucky person relying on appearances but nobody really knows what is like to be her. Her life is considered to be perfect when it actually isn’t. Her successful life has drowned her and deceived her into believing she leads a fairy life. She is captivated in a world created by the media. Mass-media creates the illusion that a celebrity’s life is perfection.They cause you to think a famous person can do anything and that money is ensure of a happy life when it actually isn’t in reality. She has become a victim of all these. She’s becoming more successful, climbing into the music industry. Her name has become sonority. She’s aware that each evolving comes with an involution and she’s afraid of the moment when the public will stop being interested in her. This moment is meant to show a part of a star’s life and how on the surface it seems gorgeous while deeper it is a mess. It comes in contradiction with the video scenes that show how Vasilissa really feels inside. Vasilissa’s life is described by others: Audience, media, public. They judge her life only on what they see and they can’t accept she’s not as happy as she seems to be. Looks can be deceiving. Even though people think she is the happiest person on earth the truth is far from that. Her lonely heart represents the fact that even though she’s never lonely literally, she feels alone inside. Her actual life, that of a globally known singer and celebrity, does not bring her happiness. Vasilissa's loss of her true nature stripped of the veneer of being a celebrity. Nobody will ever save her from being a celebrity. Celebrities like her, who have given into the loss of identity and become obsessed with the spotlight, are now simply the puppets of others, or the fool everybody laughs at. 

Female celebrities, like Vasilissa, are constantly get picked at by the media, because of their appearance and actions. Making fun of her makes self-conscious girls feel better about themselves, and it makes a lot of money for the media journalists; even when they have to lie about something to make fun of it. Definitely something for their mothers to take pride in for these girls.  Because she’s famous, she’s become a target of gossip and back-talking. Vasilissa knows they’re only gossiping about her because they feel bad about themselves, and by now, it’s just annoying to hear it. Vasilissa however is about to land herself in a horrible tragedy that will change her life for good. Going through a lot of emotional struggles, Vasilissa can’t seem to stay away from self harming herself even though she knows she wants to stop. Vasilissa feels completely lost in life, and is hopeless as to whether she’ll ever be found again. Her pain is so great that she feels herself breaking, and the worst part she has no control. Vasilissa is in need of someone to be there for her when she’s feeling down and wants somebody to understand her pain and what she is going through. She managed to find a place to lead her away from here. A flying boat which she goes in and flies to a whole new world. While on the boat; Vasilissa thought about her horrible, tragic life that was miserable before all that fame: Her father was an army soldier who  physically and emotionally abused his daughters and wife for many years. Vasilissa’s home, the place where she should have been protected the most, began to feel like a war-zone from which she could not escape. Her mother recounted a situation where she found a four-year old Vasilissa with blood dripping down her face, the aftermath of having been beaten by her father for “making too much noise” while he was trying to sleep. 

Vasilissa’s father however, has denied ever causing physical harm to his family. She remembers the physical abuse her father put her mother through. She was so tired of defending her life, she could have died, fighting for the lives of her daughter. Vasilissa remembers the physical abuse her father put her mother through. She’s lost track of who she is. Finding a face is like finding what she should be. The people of such a famous area had done such cruel things that changed her into someone else. Vasilissa had been a victim to annoyingly nosy reporters who harassed her and did some awful reports on the news. They made her sound like a floozy woman, which was not true. Vasilissa is sickened by the newscaster's snide remarks about her. Vasilissa hated the egoistic, insensitive, and screwed up lives. So that is why she left the famous life and will never do it again. However, living in the normal life because of the shutterbugs in her life. So Vasilissa and her mother moved away. During the journey to a new home; Vasilissa finds out of where she was staying--In a  house with an old-style thatched roof. She managed to get Internet and TV but found that the house she was staying with her mother and her each of them had different rooms. However while trying to find her father's whereabouts, Vasilissa discovers something in the house--A picture of her father with a different woman and a different girl. There was files of cases about domestic violence and her father's insanity. It was strange than the house that she lived in. Vasilissa is faced to face with the different life here, itt was all too hard to believe! One day, Vasilissa received a message from her best friend, Sita, who asked her to meet her as she wants her to see the sights of her hometown. 

Vasilissa remembered how she once trusted this people. There was Antenora, Vasilissa had trusted her and hang out with her. One day, Vasilissa hang out with Antenora as they went to places until the next day where she spread horrible lies about Vasilissa. Another time, Vasilissa did not call back Alfred because of the fact that she was tired after a long day. The next morning, Vasilissa realized she was supposed to go out with Antenora to see a movie with some other friends however while texting her friend; Vasilissa was shocked to find out in the message that broke her heart: "You didn't respond to me last night after we promised to catch up with some friends on a movie night. When you text me, I laughed at you. You are a disgusting, selfish person and I never want to see you again." Vasilissa couldn't believe it and text back, "OK, if that's how you feel then I guess we can't be friends anymore." But then she got another one that shocked him harder: "Fine! I don't need you. Goodbye, you piece of crap! LMAO!" One day, her life was about to change because some strangers came in. The manager of the asylum came over to see Vasilissa and said, "Vasilissa, may I introduce you to Androcles and his gang?" Androcles outstretch his hand, "Nice to meet you, Vasilissa." He said. "You too, Androcles." Vasilissa replied. "Vasilissa, would you come with us?" asked Androcles. An orderly looked at her, "Sorry, that is not a--" He started to say but Androcles said, "Don't be silly, she's perfect. She's fragile. Sweet. Timid. Kind. Vulnerable. Quiet....She'll do nicely." While walking to a strange place; Vasilissa was a little nervous, "Where are you leading me?" She asked. Androcles had a mischief smile but something more strange to it, he turned to her and said: "You see--Vasilissa, we're about to change your life...Forever." 

Suddenly, by surprise, Vasilissa gets caught in the storm. "HELP, SOMEBODY!!!!" She cried. Just then, she was glowing a different color: Vasilissa glowed ivory white. Once then, she were given supernatural, unusual powers. In her dream while she slept; she dreamt of a dysfunctional family, who are messed up completely. In their house, they sit around and do things while their young daughters make life size dolls with a doll tanning bed and they come to life as almost human-like. They try to lure people to take a look at their white, pink, and blue room however their minds are demented as heck. Vasilissa woke up in a meadowy field and come across a house where nobody was home. She looked down as she saw that she was wearing a light-colored leopard-patterned kimono that only covers the right half of her torso, beneath which she wears a sleeveless shirt underneath. Also, her hair up in a ponytail. "What is this?" asked Vasilissa. Just then, she found a bottle with a cork on it. She looks at the small bottle and it reads: "THUMBLING POTION". She telekinetically unscrew the cork from the bottle and drinks the potion. All of a sudden, Vasilissa shrink into a small size. "What. the. heck?" She didn't know what to do but found a scroll that says: "Your first task is to journey your way to a suny flower meadow and receive the Ouroboros Spell." The journey wasn't easy as Vasilissa meets flowers in the garden, where they mistaken her for a type of flower that can move. One flower was getting the other flowers straight. Then all of them make shrill voices and don't stop until Vasilissa whispers at them that she will pick them if they don't stop shrieking. The flowers are rude when they tell her that she had never seen anyone looked stupider, they all criticize her however Vasilissa left the garden. While asleep at night after traveling so much; Vasilissa is carried off by a dwarf woman who wants the miniature maiden as a bride for her son. 

Vasilissa escapes the dwarf woman and her son, and drifts on a lily pad until she is given shelter by an old dwarf and tends to her. The dwarf suggests Vasilissa marry her neighbor, a hikikomori--a rather ascetic hermit, but Vasilissa finds repulsive the prospect of being married to such a man who lives indoors all the time. The dwarf keeps pushing Vasilissa into the marriage and does not listen to her protests. At the last minute, Thumbelina escapes the situation by fleeing and found a  sunny field of flowers, where she receives the Ouroboros Spell! All of a sudden; she reads the instructions: To activate this spell; she must bite her hand--It was the only way. "That is the most strangest thing I have ever heard, but whatever!" Vasilissa said. She did what the instructions said there. All of a sudden; Vasilissa felt overwhelmed by great energy inside of her. After using giant powers; Vasilissa took the Chamaeleon Elixir turns into a rainbow color. Harmless, until she somehow turns into her room, and the bed is her mouth as this was the Ouroboros Spell mixed along with this color-dome. It was crazy as Vasilissa begin to cry however she saw someone entering the room, "Hello? Who's there?" She called out. A figure of a hag but she pulled out something out of the bag, it was the cure and it was called Fairy Ointment! Just then, Vasilissa return to normal! "I can't believe, I'm OK. I'm OK!" She cheered. Though nobody else can see it, Vasilissa knows that she is special on the inside. She may even be hiding something. She has hidden strengths that nobody is aware of. Vasilissa can be herself when no one is around to judge her. Vasilissa wants to take things farther, she feels as though she want to take things to the next level of her powers, but she doesn't think she has something to lose. 

Vasilissa doesn't want to be vulnerable and then possibly get hurt. She was a super badass, a true warrior that kicks ass way harder than all the others out there. She causes trouble, she’s abrasive. She doesn’t care who gets in her way. She breaks hearts like it’s nothing to her. Vasilissa might look like an innocent young girl, but she’s tough and sexy! However, she found out about her new powers: She can move objects with her mind, she can read other people's thoughts, she can regenerate any wounds, she can absorb people's thoughts and powers through her teeth into someone's skin--neck or wrist or anything fleshy. But except the reproductive parts are not acceptable, which is a relief. But Vasilissa has other powers: She can alter her body size, either small or huge. Just then, she was snapped into reality when Androcles was calling her name: "Vasilissa, hey Vas!" Vasilissa looked up as she realized she was having a flashback. And now she was a recruit for Androcles and his gang. "What is it?" Vasilissa asked. "We got the results back, it's a match." Androcles said. Vasilissa gasped, she couldn't believe it. "So, it's true isn't it?" Vasilissa asked. Yvain nodded, "Yes." He said. Vasilissa knew that her whole life was about to change for good. 

 

Uranometria: Luna di Sangue--Chapter 1

Hello, my readers! Fans! I have the next arc you all have been waiting for. Luna di Sangue, I hope you guys like this next chapter. I hope you like it, I was also in the process of writing up my own fairytales book--Über*Fremden--A Collection of Tales, which has about 129 views there and I feel so happy that people are reading this, thank you! I hope my Japanese light novels will be published soon, all I need to do is find a manga artist. --KatDon 

Chapter 1: Lunar Phase Ultraviolence

Walking on this plank and the scenario was all white. "Hello?" He called, "Is anyone there?" Nobody answer until he felt someone's hands around his neck in a tender act of love. "I want you, come find me..." A girl's voice whispered in her ear. In the second sequence; Images of a liplock kiss, then the lips departed as a teen boy's voice whispered against the gasping beautiful girl, "Did you like that? I really hope you did. Because I've been wanting to do that all this time." Lips osculated together in a passionate manner, hands on skin. In an embrace of something tender and sweet. Cannot see but can feel the touch of delicate skin, it sends a feeling to be alive. When they breathe; it opens the airways and a heart beating in this life and breathes again, so beautiful....Licking lips. Fingers interlocking, hands holding together against white sheets. Cushty panting. Velvety incoherent whispers. It was dark, it felt blurry, so hard to see but there was a feeling of flesh entwined, carassing hair, touching skin. Head threw back with a jerk. Nails digging into the skin. Blood scars like scrapes on a chalkboard. More cushty gasps that were reserved: "Oh, oh, oh...." gasped a female's voice. "That's it...That's it...You're entering a whole new world." said that teen boy's voice softly. Biting bottom lip, but a pleasurable scream shrilled out. Brennius sat up, he couldn't believe he had a dream that way. He was covered in sweat, he was trying to catch his breath. "Brennius?" His brother asked. Brennius jumped and glanced to see Belius in the doorway, "Everything OK?" asked Belius. "Yeah, it's nothing. Just a dream." claimed Brennius. Belius nodded, "So...What was all that panting and whispers I could hear? And you were talking in your sleep." He remarked. "I was?" Brennius asked. 

"Yeah, you were saying, 'it's gonna be all right.' and 'I'm here'. You were also saying, 'That's it' twice and 'you're entering a whole new world'. For the love of--Geez Brennius, what do you dream about in there?" explained Belius. "Maybe you should've listened." said Brennius, looking mortified and red face. "Look, keep your dreams to yourself, OK?" Belius said. Brennius gave his brother, "Keep yourself out of my business, all right?" He said. In the meantime; someone by the name Saron Jarrett who is a skilled but troubled and somewhat cute. He was pissed as he drove in the truck. Young as he was, but he was older than he looked. Angry, cursing at himself as he didn't see where he was going. Ophelia was getting errands done when she look both ways and is about to cross when she hit by a truck, however she was alive and Saron is shocked of hitting her so she took the girl to some place safe. He couldn't believe he hit the girl and he had to do something, "Hey love? You can hear me, can't ya?" Saron said. Ophelia nodded, Saron breathed a sigh of relief and he said to her: "I'm going to save you. I promise." Ophelia nodded, she could feel the wound in her stomach being patched up. Saron was healing her and used a needle, which it stabbed in by accident. Her head threw back with a jerk, she cried out with pain. "Oh man, that hurt." groaned Ophelia. "It's all right, girl. I got you, it's almost over." Saron said in a hush tone. While Saron uses his powers to save her life; Ophelia could smell a mouthwatering scent, "What is that smell? Is that cinnamon?" She thought. After her wound was clear; Saron helps her get home, he enters Ophelia's house as she begins to flirt with him in sleeveless nightgown that showed her arms and her pretty legs but also her cleavage. 

"So, you want something to eat or drink?" She purred. "Oh great." said Saron with a laugh. "What?" asked Ophelia all innocently. "Ophelia, are you trying to seduce me?" Saron inquired. Ophelia had to laugh at that, "What? No! No, no....Maybe!" She said the last part with a sly glance. Garen shake his head, "You're insane." He turned away but Ophelia called after him, "Hey listen, Jarrett?" Saron turned around, "What?" He asked. "Do you like me?" Ophelia questioned. Saron had a smile on his face, "Maybe...Why?" He asked. "Listen, if you want to hang out in a more non...sensual way, give me call." Ophelia flirted. Saron blushed a little, "Sure. Can I go back now?" He said. Ophelia nodded, "Of course." She replied. Saron nodded, "Thanks." He said. Before he could leave; Saron heard Ophelia's voice: "Would you like a drink?" Saron is shocked and looked at her, "What?" He seemed irritated. Ophelia noticed and rephrased, "Relax, I thought you would be dehydrated, I don't have to seduce you but you mind we get to know you better." Saron accepted. But he watched Ophelia and his thoughts were racing about her: "Süßes Mädchen....Kleine Prinzessin." Then she sat up and said, "Hey you want to fight?" "Oh, you want to fight me?" asked Saron in a teasing tone. "Yeah, that is if you're scared." replied  Ophelia. Saron laughed, "Scared of you? Like hell." He said. "Come on, bad boy! Come and get me." said Ophelia, posing in a seduction dare. Saron is surprised to see her that way, "Damn, here goes..." He said. Ophelia prepared herself and bounces off as she cried, "He-yah!" "Wha--?" Saron thought, he dodged her and Ophelia smiled at him. "Haha, I got passed you. And you thought I was a distressed damsel." She remarked. Saron looked at her with amazement, "Whoa, I think I like you Ophelia." He said. 

"I'll bet you like this." Ophelia said, she jumped and stretch out her leg to kick him: "Yah!" She lets her leg dropped. Saron dodged her, "You're good." He replied. "Thanks, I learned from the best." Ophelia said. Saron laughed, "Oh, you laugh huh?" remarked Ophelia. Saron attack, he grabbed Ophelia in a chokehold around her neck, "Ah--! Oh my--!" Ophelia gasped. "Choking, you like that?" Saron said. "Ye--ye--YES!" Ophelia said in a breathy voice. "What the?" Saron looked at her with shock. "Don't stop, don't stop!" Ophelia gagged. Saron couldn't believe it, "Shit!" He exclaimed. Saron turn back to human and look at her, "What the--What is wrong with you? You want to die?" He demanded. Ophelia was panting, "No, I'm sorry. I didn't want to I--" She tried to explained. Saron sighed, "OK, let's just try to take it slow." He responded. Ophelia nodded, so they fought back however Saron scatched Ophelia by accident and gave her bleeding scars. "Ah! Am I bleeding?" gulped Ophelia. Saron felt bad, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." He tried to say. Ophelia took interest in this, "Wow, I'm bleeding....Look at my blood...Mmm." She moaned. Saron narrowed his eyes at her, "Huh?" He asked. Ophelia realized what she was doing, "Sorry, I'm doing it again." She explained. Saron shook his head with a smirk on his face, "You are so weird." He said. Ophelia nodded, "Who knows, you might fall in love with me." She replied. And she begin to waltz around. "Some people say you're a homewrecker, love." Saron remarked. Ophelia stop waltzing and laughs out loud. Saron looked at her with confusion, Ophelia then caught her breath and replied: "Is that the latest rumor I heard? Let me tell you something, I kissed boys--why would I be going around and be a manically carnal flower when it comes to boys? Tell me that." "I have no clue, love. I just heard what people have been saying." Saron said. Ophelia beamed happily, "I get a turn on when you call me 'love'." She said. Saron rolled his eyes, "Great!" He said. 

Meanwhile; Siohban was about to attack Androcles and the gang however it doesn't work and it turns out that it was Nikita Absinthe using a protective spell. "What? A witch? I thought his crew was useless!" Siohban cried out. Micah smiled weakly, "Yeah, strange isn't it? Heh, heh, heh." He said with a nervous laugh. Siohban looked at him with suspiciousness, "What's with the 'heh, heh, heh'?" She asked. Then she realized something: "Wait a minute, you knew he had a witch and you didn't say anything? She's no witch, she's a powerful one known as a....SORCERESS!!!!! UGH!!!" Siohban exclaimed. Micah looked annoyed, "Oh c'mon! Don't tell me you don't know about Nikita Absinthe? She's the most powerful woman of all and part of Androcles's crew." He said. Siohban then bellowed at him, "TAKE HER OUT AND THE REST OF THE BASTARDS AS WELL!!!!" Micah looked at her with shock, "Why me?" He asked. Siohban looked irritated, "Micah, are you chickening out on me?" She said with gritted teeth. Micah sighed, "No, but why kill her?" He inquired. "Why she's the key to the others' defense." Siohban said. "Fine then." Micah replied with a sigh and off he went! Micah spied on Androcles and the others, he is about to kill them but cannot bring himself to do it and had to give himself away. "I can't do it, please forgive me but my dearest mistress asked me to do this...." He confessed to them. Androcles looked at him, "Who?" He asked. "She's mad, she wants you all dead! She knows who you are!" August ranted. "Who are you talking about?" Yvain inquired. "Her name is Siohban, get away from here! Hurry!" Micah urged. The gang were terrified as they fled and Micah told Siohban that their dead, much to her relief. Siohban learned on the Moneta that their still alive! 

"What? They're still alive?" Siohban said to herself, she got angry. "MICAH!!!" She exclaimed. Later, a shameful Micah faced an angry Siohban, who paced the floor. "How could you let them escape? Did they trick you? Manipulate you? Threaten you? Try to kill you? You promise to be my loyal servant, you promised!!! Now I can't trust anyone, not even from you!!!! WHERE IS ANDROCLES AND HIS BASTARDS OF A CREW?" Siohban screamed. Micah spoke up, "I couldn't kill them, I sent them away. They were innocent, Siohban. How could--" He was slapped by Siohban. "INNOCENT MY ASS YOU DAMNED FOOL!!!! I WANT THEM DEAD!!! THEY CANNOT TAKE ME DOWN THAT EASILY!!!!" Siohban cried. "I know, they will corrupt you." Micah said. Siohban put her hands on her hips, "You think? Who's fault is that?" She said. Siohban grabbed Micah and pulled him close, "You and I are going out to find them, if they take us down first, we're through now let's go!!!!" She said. The duo went off to find them. Androcles and the gang were relieved to be alive from those Pretas and laughing at the fact that they are OK, their not dead until someone ruined the moment. "Well, well, I can see some tigers are still alive." Siohban said. Androcles and the gang are shocked to see her: "Uh oh!" Maud said. Siohban sauntered over to them as she said, "Androcles...I never dreamed you would make it out alive. But other than that, why so goody goody all of a sudden? You would've had Cassandra in the palm of your hand!" Androcles shrugged, "Times change, Siohban, and also people change." He said. Siohban looked amused, "Oh really? You gonna play atoner now? Hmm? It's pathetic really. You? Good? Don't make me laugh, I should be cracking up like crazy. Being the leader. Androcles, you want to sit there and be king of the world, right?" Siohban remarked. 

"Yeah, sure. King, like I consider myself one. Get a life, Siohban!" Androcles chuckled. "I should be saying that to you!" Siohban countered. "You know, the four of us isn't the way we are and it suits us just fine. Tell me something, Siohban. Did it ever consider that people can change?" Yvain replied. "People can change, my ass! I really don't trust this crap, what's next? Gonna start fights?" Siohban argued. Androcles rolled his eyes, "You're really need help." He said. Siohban looked at him and thought of something, "Hey, that reminds me. Oooh, I'll bet you had his ass whipped right? Hey, how did it feel get yourself beaten by Cassandra who took you down? How did you two guys went from champions to losers?" She said with a leer. Androcles and Yvain look at each other, "We stopped." Yvain said. Siohban almost laughed, "You guys...Stopped?" She asked. "Yes." Androcles said. Siohban said, "Why?" She begins to follow the latter who are now walking away. Androcles backs away from her, "Quit it." He muttered. Siohban shoved them to the ground, "Why?!" She demanded. "Knock it off!" Yvain snapped but Siohban ignored them as she kept yammering, "Ever since your butts were whooped by a girl with the ability to kill things or people with her mind and everything's all happy-pappy huh? Well, I know the truth. You're not an atoner, you're egoistic maneaters. I'll bet that's a lie, you wanted to her to suffer didn't you? Wanting to see her blood splattered all over the ground? I know that feeling, you enjoyed it right?" She leered at them, but Androcles and Yvain looked at her with horror. "You're disgusting." Yvain commented. Siohban tossed her hair and giggled, "I rest my case." She said. She was about to walk away when Lizina stopped her, "You're wrong about that, Siohban!" Lizina called out. Siohban spin around to glare at her. 

"Oh, I'm wrong? Really? How am I wrong?" Siohban asked. Lizina was nervous but she spoke up: "Well, I don't know where to start....All my life I was part of this crew once but I failed and was excommunicated. I was hurt, ashamed, and had no place to go. I was so upset until I found them and they became true companions to me. These people are kind and were very considerate. It wasn't the same like it always been, it seemed to make me happy. I've never been so happy in all my life." The last part she was crying; the gang try to look away however they couldn't suppressed the smiles nor the fact that they were touched. Siohban was disgusted by this, "Happy? Why do you get to be happy and I can't? People can change? What makes you so special, YOU LITTLE TRAMP!!!!!" She lunged at Lizina and tackled her. "Oh crap!" gasped Maud. Siohban was screaming at her, "WHY DO YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS AND I CAN'T? YOU GET EVERYTHING DON'T YOU? YOU THINK YOU'RE HOT SHIT, DO YA? DO YA?" Lizina choked out, "No, it's not like that!" "OH, I'LL BET IT IS! HERE YOU ARE, DRESSING LIKE AN ANGEL FROM HEAVEN BUT YOU'RE JUST A PRETTY-PRETTY PRINCESS WHO GETS SPOILED ON, YOU MAKE ME SICK!!!!" Siohban cried. "STOP IT!!!" Lizina begged. But Siohban scratched her viciously, "YOU MAKE ME SO FRICKING SICK, BITCH!!!!" She shouted and spat. Bennu couldn't believe it, "Whoa." He said. Androcles seized Siohban from behind as he said to her, "GET OFF HER, SIOHBAN!!!!" Siohban was lead away but she leaned over and spit in Lizina's face, "Pfft!" Nikita was offended by this, "Hey!" She said. "YOU SUCK, FAIR LADY!!!!" Siohban cried out. Maud gasped, now she was angry. "It is not nice to spit or hurt innocent people!" She said, taking a rock from the ground but the others stopped her before she could throw it. 

"Whoa, whoa, take it easy Maud!" Yvain said. "Let it go, she's not worth it!" Androcles said. "All right, all right!" Maud insisted, "OK, OK, I'm fine." Hijiro spoke out: "Be a saint!" "Let her be, Maud!" Yvain said. They all let her go as Maud was seemingly better, "I'm fine, I'm calm." She said. "Good girl." Yvain said. "OK then." Androcles sighed. But only for a moment as Maud threw the rock at Siohban, "Take that!" She cried. The others watched in disbelief; "Really?" Androcles snapped. "Oh come on!" Yvain complained. Siohban felt something hit her temple and she clutched her wounded head, "Oh no she did not just do that!" snapped Siohban. She looked at the blood on her hand and gritted her teeth while gritting on them, "THIS ISN'T OVER YET, NOT BY A LONG SHOT!!!" She yelled and escaped. Maud went to check on Lizina, "Are you OK?" She asked. Lizina smiled, "Yeah, I am." She admitted. "I'm so sorry about that, Lizina." Maud said. "It's fine, I'm OK." Lizina assured her. Maud was angry, "It's not OK, gol-ly what a witch!" She exclaimed. Maud begin to cry however Lizina embraced her, "I know that wasn't your intentions to do that but thank you anyway." Lizina said. Maud nodded, sniffling as she did and wiped her nose and eyes. Meanwhile, Ophelia was looking at the TV while typing of something that caught her attention: In the news; Officer Seithenyn Vantro was found beaten and almost died. He was having a mental breakdown while questioned by police. Earlier, he was involved with the choking of Aaron, who died from not breathing. Confronted by border patrols, Aaron Habbol raised both hands in the air and, with passive defiance, told the officers not to touch him. Seconds later, Officer Vantro was behind him grab the man in a chokehold and pull him to the sidewalk, rolling him onto his stomach."I can't breathe! I can't breathe!" Aaron said repeatedly, his cries muffled into the pavement. "I never used a chokehold," Vantro claimed, "I used a takedown technique I was taught in the academy. I never exerted any pressure on the windpipe and never intended to injure Aaron Habbol." 

There was another officer injured physically and mentally; he was known as Officer Isfet Masayoshin. Weeks earlier; he was involved with Hannah Diamonte and her family. After Officer Masayoshin pulled over the driver, Hannah Diamonte, officers demanded that the passenger Hildus produce identification — something that he did not have with him. Then, Officer Masayoshin break the front passenger window with a club, with shards of glass showering the vehicle’s four occupants, including Hannah’s son and daughter in the back seat. An officer then shocked Hildus with a stun gun. Before that, Hannah could be heard saying she’s scared after officers pulled a gun on them. She was about to call 911 when she became concerned about the officers’ actions. The person  responsible is two girls who are known as The Wreckers. They are known to bring 'actual justice' and were known to break people physically and emotionally, but only target those that take advantage of the law or have hurt people as criminals. Ophelia begin to take interest as she decide to go see an old friend of hers. Entering a familiar abandoned building, Ophelia walked in and called her: "Jade! Hello, Eastertide? Anybody home?" There were zombie bunnies hissing at her, startling the heebie jeebies out of her but a voice rang out, "Ey, ey, ey! Keep your whiskers on, it's just Phelia!" There was Jade Eastertide, wearing bunny ears with a halter top and leggings with socks. Jade was happy to see Ophelia, "Oh! Ophelia, it's been so long!" She exclaimed, embracing her. Ophelia could smell the scent of mayblossoms and buttercups from her skin, "You're looking well my friend." beamed Ophelia. "Oh, thanks! I try but you know, it's not that easy right?" Jade gushed. The two girls did a Wendigo eradication as they knew each other a few years ago. 

Jade pulled away to look at her friend, "So what's up? 'Nother Wendigo extermination?" She asked. "Nope, even better." said Ophelia, whipping out a newspaper article. She hands the article for Jade to look at, Jade read it and looked at Ophelia. "You mean someone is beating the crap out of officers?" Jade asked. "Yup, I have a feeling that this duo called The Wreckers are responsible for breaking the 'bad people'. So, we got to find them and maybe interrogate them." Ophelia said. "Do we have to stop them? What if this is good? Those officers should be taught a lesson." Jade replied. "True, but we need to come an agreement with them." Ophelia agreed. Jade nodded, "What are you offering?" She asked. "For you, I am offering a membership for you to join me." said Ophelia. Jade could not believe her ears, she begin to squeal with joy! "OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD!!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?" She said, bouncing up and down. "I kid you not, my bunny girl!" replied Ophelia. Jade embraced her, "OH, THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!!!!!" She said. "You're welcome." answered Ophelia. Ophelia then got the names of the girly duo called The Wreckers. The Wreckers are Bendis Trümmer and her cousin, Madeline 'Magda' Ruinen. Best friends who see how wrong the world is and how the blue bloods are not standing for what the justice. They are incomptent and they are cruel. They take advantage of the law; Bendis thinks that these officers can go past the speeding limit, while giving tickets to those that do go over the speed limit. In the meantime, the girls finally found the success they were looking for but is stressing out about it because they're scared it might not be exactly what they wanted. Once signing on the job to take down bad and dirty blue bloods, things were going to change, and began to have absent minded second thoughts about whether this will all go according to plan. Bendis pretended all the time to be happy for having got what she always wanted, but actually she did that only to convince Magda that they really wanted it. That night, Bendis was writing in the first entry of her diary:

Dear Diary, 

I have finally found success! But I'm stressed and scared, I don't think this is exactly what I was looking for. On drugs and alcohol; once I signed the contract of my first label, this is it...It was going to change. But thoughts in my head are absented of my head whenever this was going according to plan. As a teenager growing up, I wanted to be famous; pursuing my love for music. My family, friends, and teachers doubted my unrealistic yet ambitious dreams; saying it will never happen. That's what adults do, nagging at you what your life want to be. However, I chose not to listen, so all to those who ground me--I made it! And you know what? Eat my shorts, get bent. It shouldn't be my problem that other people cannot seem to agree with me...Hell! It's my life if I should be allow to live as I see fit. More than the usual need to succeed, people have been saying I'm a greedy person for success. They think I'm overbearing in the work I put in out there. It is not nobody else's business to tell me what I want to do. As I stated before, it's my life! No one can stop me from doing what I want to do. People have been judging me, discussing about my problems in an irrelevant manner. I warn them to not be concerning around me of what I do. Leave me be! I can handle this on my own, without criticism. I mean, I want success but I'm so unhappy in the state that I'm in. It's quite cliche that once all your dreams come true and get the fame you desired, you are left alone with riches, feeling totally unfulfilled. In my 'average life', I hated it! I'd always dreamt of being famous, making it big. So here I am! But I ask myself whether living in a so-called normal yet unnoticed life is OK or not. Do I need to pretend to be someone I'm not? Do I need to pose to all people who had ever doubted me? Am I Satisfied? 

Love Bendis

After another job was job the next day and it was dark outside; Bendis Trümmer is laying down in her bed alone and she isn’t able to move but she isn’t able to sleep either after drinking too much champagne. She drinks to drown her sorrows, but it only makes her feel guiltier and guiltier, because feeling high is worth the tears and pain. Her nights are spent over thinking and over analyzing so she wonders when morning will come to relieve her. Bendis thought if she had some and thought about her worldly riches it would take her mind off how poor she is when it comes to sentimental things such as love. But it is fabricated because it doesn’t mean anything in the end if she’s still alone. Bendis is a girl, but she often doesn’t act the way girls are expected to act. In fact, she can even seem a little masculine at times! She’s more than capable of being lazy and raunchy and sleazy, and most of all, resistant to the dysfunctional pact of blue bloods. Being unladylike comes naturally to Bendis, because her thoughts aren’t ladylike. Society tells girls that they should be soft and polite, and not be capable of “fighting dirty” or breaking the rules. But Bendis doesn’t want to go along with what society is telling her to be. She intends to let the organization she and Magda work for to tell them what to do, because she is uncertain about herself and is willing to give into that weakness even though it isn’t what they want to do. She opened a fresh page in her diary and wrote another entry in her diary: 

Dear Diary, 

I can't keep my mind on things for long, I can't feel anything or be myself. I really hope this is worth it. My obsession with being a star is making me lose touch with my priorities, I fooled myself into thinking it was the only way to achieve my dreams. I don't feel like I can change, I'm starting to open up when I've been silent my whole life. I don't want to show any weaknesses I have, I'm so overwhelmed with sadness, I feel like I can't yell loud enough! I pushed so many people away from me, that nobody is there to simply help me. I feel like I'm not worthy enough to have friends, or any lovers. Because I'll hurt them in the end, and I don't want them to think I'm so greedy. I feel so empty; no matter how far I'll go, I'm not satisfied. I'm always searching for more and wondering why I can't be happy with what I have. I feel that I've been given a fair trade...For stardom; I am trading in my happy life I once had. I'd looked for happiness. Success. I'm missing that. Through all this, I am terrified of true success and stardom. I know some artists and famous people have come crashing down at some point with no warning, and their careers died down. They become pitiful, useless lighters. 

Love Bendis

In her past; Bendis has come to terms that this person doesn’t love her and never will  to hinder any lasting hope she had. why she continues to fool herself into thinking this person will love her and to thinking that this relationship would work out in her favor. Bendis doesn’t want to hear the excuses. She isn’t ignorant to her lover’s lies and doesn’t see the point of what he’s saying. She’s generally hurt by the things he has said to her. She criticizes her significant other’s pride and cowardice, which prevents him from ending the relationship. She doesn’t want to know the truth because she’s tried for this relationship and can’t let go of what they may have once had. She strives for perfection and will not accept anything less. She is very bitter and feels she can’t let go of the relationship and her need for perfection. “I think that part of the reason we hold on to something so tight is because we fear something so great wont happen twice.” She said to herself. She wants them because her for she thinks it’s her right to have them.  the men who aren’t taken must be undesirable, so she must snatch the ones which are ‘good’. She apologizes for stealing boyfriends but says that it’s love’s fault; she “falls” in love with these people and she can’t help it. "Since love isn’t exactly the fairytale that it’s cracked up to be, you have to make do with the traits that work! If you can deceive someone into thinking that fairy tales are real, that’s absolutely perfect. And if you’re so perfect that it makes the people around you hate you, that’s the best thing that could ever happen to you." She once said. 

Bendis just likes messing around with boys, not committing to a relationship. She uses boys and then disposes of them, because the only person that Bendis really cares about is herself, and she likes to let the boys know her heart doesn’t belong to them. Girls are taught from a young age to be prim and proper. how girls are obsessed with losing weight and being stick thin in order to achieve the current beauty standards. How they love each other when they start flirting with someone but at the point you really start knowing the other person you start to dislike him. She doesn’t need a man to complete her. If she has a man, he belongs to her in that relationship. Bendis’s always got to have the power. She’s not committed. Because of her past relationships that obviously failed, she is scared to love again. She is too scared to believe that a guy will someday come and love her forever. She thinks that she’s better off without a relationship, which comes to the conclusion that she’s only happy when she’s single. She’s trying to convince herself that she agrees with what she’s doing. The only important thing in society are appearances, and if you don’t keep up your image, you’re going to be judged and questioned. Society often sees things like they are black and white. Either someone is in a relationship or you are alone and miserable. 

Because of this, people think they can’t be happy if they are on their own. She doesn’t get the perks of being in a real genuine relationship and her ways of being a home wrecker never brought her true long-term happiness. She still has a void.Even though she acts like going after other girls' boyfriends is what brings her enjoyment and she doesn’t want a commitment, she really wants to find her own true love some day. Someone who truly loves her. Someone she truly loves. Someone to sweep her off her feet, like the princes that little girls fantasize about being married to. She can’t let go of her past failed relationships. Bendis still has emotional scars that haven’t healed yet and issues with herself that she has yet to deal with. These things will prevent her from having a healthy relationship and keep her from that pure love she so desperately desires, because humans can rarely just let all that go. Bendis is too emotionally damaged to trust other people; that’s why she plays with them instead. People say she’s a homewrecker only because she doesn’t want to have a relationship. She doesn’t like to commit to a relationship. She’s proud of not having a relationship. She’s free and she does as she pleases.

Then she decides to write in her diary once again the next night: 

Dear Diary, 

My man gives a little of himself to me. And I give everything of me to him. I open up to him emotionally and physically but he keeps 'frozen' and heartless towards me. He maybe good on the eye, however he doesn't have a deeper meaning to him. He doesn't have deep thoughts, where he can just open up and talk to me. He thinks he's so clever to make me love him, and then he'll try to leave me. But I won't let him. He's cute, but he's not sexy enough to break my heart. Power and control....One person always want to have the upper hand in a relationship, it's somewhat similar to who would wear the pants in this so called romance. Women and men are intrinsically equal when their in a relationship. They are more of creating equality. Unfortunately, that's not how the game is played. Someone who always has to assert dominance. Whoever loses, the other will only want to get back at them next time. It seems to be a crime, really. Just to be a little submissive to one another. Relationships will always be a competitive sport, to see who can get the upper hand and control. I am only, I need to show emotion. A vulnerability doesn't mean I should be labeled as a weakling. I will be the downfall of his ways. I'm tired of being the one in controlled of relationships because it has been this way. I have to fight for my peace, right? It's all in the power and in the control. 

Love Bendis

Bendis stopped writing in her diary, she looked out at the moon. Every month, Bendis suffers from cramps and mood swings, while suffers from hemorrhages from her back. Bendis has been acting strange lately, she's been verbally menacing and partially physical of ultraviolence. She has been saying she should slit throats and bleed to death to the heavens, however she realized what she said; Bendis prayed for forgiveness and feels relief. Bendis suffers from erotic dreams in her sleep and has been feeling lewd. She was sickened by this feeling, she loved that feeling but also hate it too. She has some masochism and its effects came from Hunter's blood moon! "Luna di Sangue." whispered Bendis. Just then, Magda enters her room, "Hey Bendis, guess what?" She said. "What?" Bendis said. "I found a job for both us." Magda said, showing her their next target--Jovan Kapitan. He was the commander of Hierophant Order, who are the rival unit of Abendstern Squad. Commander Kapitan also has a family: A sweetheart, Zakia, is his wife and they have four beautiful children--Claus, Hosea, Alana, and Cynthia. Bendis looked at her with horror, "We're not going to hurt them?" She asked. "Heavens no, we are going to kidnap them! Zakia and her children in order to play a game with Commander Kapitan." Magda said with a smile. Bendis then smiled, "I have feeling he's an interesting man." He said. "Yes, we're not going to beat him to a pulp but rather wreck him." said Magda, the girls giggled together.