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Thursday, October 30, 2014

Uranometria: Synchronized--Chapter 4

Hey guys, this is Katherine Donovan! I have the fourth chapter here and I got more ideas on the way. Please be patient, I want to make this chapter much longer than Deep Horror. I hope 
you guys like it. --KatDon

Chapter 4: The Silver Lining

Away for awhile to help out some citizens; Cassandra came to aid a sweet, timid but brave woman and her four children. One of the children is the only one who is ill with a fever as her mother nurses him to get better. The woman's husband died so the widow is being aided by a clumsy yet optimistic comical natured friend, her drama queen sister in law and the grouchy but resourceful man that helps the widow. Cassandra help with the children and to deal with the amusingly clumsy friend of the widow. However, the two women meet with the leader, his roguish charmed but gentlemanly servant. The widow seemed to have a crush on the friend on their first meeting as Cassandra teases her about it a little. But things got bad to worse when a former member betrays the leader and has a grudge toward the servant. He kills the leader however the widow uses her unknown superhuman powers to take him down while saving her family. Meanwhile happiness was going on: "Look, Persephone! Look!" She squealed. Persephone looked and she couldn't believe it! There they are--Sedna Anastasios, Svafar Navin, Helgi Suzaku and Shango Lazarus! "Oh my God!" Persephone exclaimed, tears filled her eyes. She couldn't believe it, it was a dream! Could it? She ran over to them as they walk towards her. Persephone ran as her tears was flowing from her eyes. She embraced them, "Oh my God! I missed you!" Persephone blubbered. "We told you we'd be back, didn't we?" 

For the time being; Enrique shows Percival, Krishna, Zaqar, and Hanansi what he uncovered in the Moneta. Krishna sees it through and says, "Cute." Enrique replies, "Oh, she's cute alright. Could it be...?" But there was cheering muffled from outside and decide to find out where it is coming from. They saw Ariadne performing as she was beginning to sing. On the other side, Draco was sleeping as the TV was playing the performance of Ariadne. Then it became a kaleidoscope with Ariadne singing on stage while clutching the microphone on it the stand. Meanwhile; Cassandra thought about the time she helped a timid yet talented groom arranged to wed to his arranged bride. His arranged fiance is the proper lady with a kind heart. Both of their parents are greedy, arrogant, and mean parents to their daughter. But a mysterious guest comes unexpectedly as he makes an impression on everyone than the groom does. After a clumy day while rehearsing for the ceremony; The groom rehearses but he accidentally weds to a ghoul woman. She was beautiful as she was betrayed by her true love and has betrothed with the groom. But she is scorned to find out the groom is in love with his arranged bride. The guest tries to take the bride, that fails as the guest turns out to be the man that betrayed and cursed her to be a ghoul. The groom released the ghoul woman from being a monster and place the curse on the traitorous man, who becomes a ghoul and is killed by being burnt alive. The woman is heartbroken by not being able to marry but wants the groom to be happy with the love of his life. She rests in peace as her spirit is seen riding in the sky. 

In the meanwhile; Enrique's friends found out more about Eulalie and the others: There was a loner name Eulalie Merlin, a 19 year old young lady who has been 'invisible' as no one has seem to see her. They don't notice her and she is not the only one; Athletic gifted student 18 year old Norna Thomas was an amazing with her gifted skills but no one has ever seem to notice her. They never did. 17 year old Ariadne Sirius didn't had a lot of friends, she was all alone and she hated it. Ariadne always wanted to be a musician. But nobody recognized her pretty singing voice. Without much encouragement or any reconciliation; Ariadne never had any dreams of being a talented artist. So some of them couldn't wait to get out of high school, to get as far away from here. There were some that were noticed in the wrong ways. 19 year old Deirdre Ganymede was one of the most beautiful girls she had ever met. She was gorgeous, very gorgeous so much that boys love her with a passionate obsession. Girls were jealous of her and they often told lies about her. Deirdre was sick of her own beauty, she hated it so much that she never had a lot of friends lately. 

In the meantime; there was also 18 year old Turan Cypris, who was considered an 'untouched prude' as she was always vestal that boys wondered if she was pure or floozy. Last but not least is 17 year old Juanita 'Juana' Pita who wanted to be a famous vocalist however she was stage fright and in her life, she was humiliated after she threw up while being nervous onstage in middle school. She was teased a lot. Juana wanted to be a star however there was no way to do that since she was scared of embarrassing herself however her mother wishes to encourage her even further. What these girls have in common is that they had hard times in their lives earlier: Cassandra witnessed her mother, Annis, in a domestic violent marriage with Cassandra's father Boreas, who had also hurt her when Cassandra was a child. For Eulalie, she dreams of being a violinist and a ballerina however she was in an abusive relationship with her boyfriend name Gene, who had abused her physically, verbally and emotionally. So, Eulalie plans her escape by faking her death; leaving behind the life she had. Now she can live her life without the man that had abused her in the past. Deirdre once lived in a family that was very attractive, however their house got burnt to the ground. In the panicked confusion, Deirdre escaped however there was no sign of her family anywhere. Turan was once abandoned when she was a baby and had been in many foster homes, she lived with a family that was dysfunctional and neglected her. Norna on the other hand was kidnapped and experimented into some sort of being that was going to be the ultimate weapon. Ariadne lost her family by a psychotic killer, she had tried to hide and was almost found until the police arrived. And Juana's father was killed under circumstances in some sort of robbery. But this prom night was going to take a darker turn, unexpected visitors crashed the party with loaded guns and started a massacre. They shot at other people who fell to the floor. Panic filled everyone else, they try to flee but some were shot in the process.

Turan was attacked and tortured by five men while Deirdre and Norna, who were hidden, watched in terror as they weep softly. Ariadne and Juana for the time being were hiding from one of the killers trying to find survivors to look for them and then killed them. Ariadne and Juana prayed quietly to not be found by this man--Whoever he was. Just then, there were police sirens in the air and the men heard them as they escaped from the prom. So many were dead and only Cass and the others survived. These men that started this massacre were Ector Absalom, Jobe Sethlans, Zachariah Red and Perseus Aion. Even their accomplices, the five men that tortured Turan, was Orcus, Haman, Shalom, Cadmus, and Nadab. Since the incident; Cassandra, Eulalie, Deirdre, Turan, Norna, Ariadne, and Juana begin to have troubling dreams. They dreamt of the prom, how they were attacked as it replayed over and over again but in their dreams; they thought they were actually killed. Cassandra is now racing against a few competitors. A few races later; Enrique confronted Cassandra and explained what is going on. Cassandra was un-surprised by this as she explained her mission to gather as much allies as possible to defeat the Wendigos. Then she said, "Bet your gonna need a friend who will take those fears away when you find your world is caving in." Enrique was surprised to hear this as he remembered his fortune: "If you find your world is caving in on you; Bet your gonna need a friend who will take those fears away." Now things were making sense as Enrique can finally trust Cassandra. 

But he ask for a favor, when Cassandra ask; Enrique said, "Help me find my sister. Please." Cassandra glanced at him and nodded, "OK." She said. Meanwhile during an unknown attack; Tristan woke up in an empty building, he gets up and walks away. The sounds of people laughing echoed down the halls, but no one's around. Then he heard Melisande's crying. "Mel, is that you?" Tristan called out. Someone called out but ignoring him, "I'm trapped--In my past." whispered Melisande. "It's OK, Melisande, it's just a stupid dream." Tristan said. "It's no dream, it's....a memory! And I hate it." Melisande said, she sounded like she was responding back. She was talking to herself more as Tristan continued to search for her. He wandered further as he found that the whole scenario of the school was twisted in a topsy turvy world. "What the hell?" Tristan muttered. Things were upside down, out of place, mixed together, and backwards. He walked further when he heard a moan, "Ohhhh....My hometown is shattered!" "Melisande!" Tristan called, "Damn this girl...Where did she go to?" He said to himself. But he came across a horror scene of bones, broken coffins, and rotted flesh. Someone grounding them into meat, Tristan went to the person grinding the meat but was horrified to find a skeletel face look at him. Tristan back away with terror, he then heard Melisande's voice. "What's happening?" She was saying, "I'M IN HELL!!!" Tristan ran as his legs could take him and stops finally catch his breath. He panted and panted but he never searching for her. He looked around as he saw a bright light from the horizon. Lingering in the doorway; Tristan could see a beautiful landscape. Harmonic alarm clocks, creatures calling out names, wind whispering softly, raindrops falling from the not so gray skies, fields of origami flowers, candy clouds puffing, vivid purple skies, silent until angels sing on high. 

"Mel?" He called. Tristan could hear, "Oh! It's beautiful here." "Tell me where you are!" Tristan called out. Still she hasn't replied. This was getting ridiculous! Where was she? More importantly, what was this place? It was so breath taking here. In an instant, Melisande's voice snaps him back: "I wish I could stay here forever..." She muttered to herself. "Hello?" She called. "Mel, where are you?" Tristan shouted. "I'm right here." Melisande said. Tristan followed her voice to a path by the river but still there was no sign of her anywhere! "MELISANDE!!!" Tristan yelled. "Help me, please!" Melisande begged, a sound of sobbing was in her voice. "I will, make it easy for me." Tristan said. He looked down the path of the woods as he called out again, "Melisande, where are you?" "Don't leave me alone!" pleaded Melisande from afar. "Melisande, are you hurt?" Tristan asked. He stopped when he saw a blood trail and followed it. It got further and further, Tristan was worried that she must be losing blood. He found Melisande turning away from him and Tristan called her name, "Mel!" Melisande turned and stare at him but she fainted on the ground. Tristan ran over to help her. "Come on, Mel! Stay with me. You're gonna be all right." He said to her. Melisande begin crying as she said, "I trusted them, Tristan. Why did I do it?" "What?" Tristan asked. "Alexia....Kephas....Demetri...How could they? I thought what we had was special." 

"My name is Adora Bluebell; I am 7 years old and life's not fair to me. Here I am, crying. Why? My parents used to fight a lot! I'm sad, angry, confused, afraid, unsure, and worried. I knew it might be hard for me and I know I have to try and cope...."

Earlier before....

Persephone and Clytie are waiting near the station. It's been a month since the new Abendstern Squad went to their expeditions. Clytie tried to contain her tears, however she was nervous and excited. She waited with Persephone who squeezed her hand. "It's gonna be OK, all right?" Persephone told her gently. Clytie smiled at her and nodded, Persephone thought about how she was feeling lately: Persephone is in love with Jack who doesn’t love her. She watches him from afar as he passes, Persephone loves him so much that she tried to but nothing works as she is angry about everything however she learns Jack is chaste and traumatized. He won’t notice how she looks when she smiles because he doesn’t make her smile at all. He doesn’t make her happy. He even rejected her kindly as Persephone was heartbroken. She snapped out of it when Clytie tugged her sleeve. "Look, Persephone! Look!" She squealed. Persephone looked and she couldn't believe it! There they are--Sedna Anastasios, Svafar Navin, Helgi Suzaku and Shango Lazarus! "Oh my God!" Persephone exclaimed, tears filled her eyes. She couldn't believe it, it was a dream! Could it? She ran over to them as they walk towards her. Persephone ran as her tears was flowing from her eyes. She embraced them, "Oh my God! I missed you!" Persephone blubbered. "We told you we'd be back, didn't we?" Shango said. 

Persephone nodded, wiping her eyes. She smiled, "Sorry--I'm so happy to see you back." said Persephone. "It's OK, we've been think about you a lot." Sedna said. The four embraced her but Svafar excused himself and embraces a tearful Clytie. Later on, Ariadne is told by Captain Krieger that she will be with him and the newest members of Abendstern Squad. Ariadne meets Sedna, Svafar, Helgi, and Shango but during her time with them; she begins to hallucinate when she comes across water or ice, or both: While under the water as glowing jellyfish are surrounding her; She can see the images of Evander Fidel, Isadore 'Izzy' Sophos, Jesse Agapito, and Gwendolyn Wite from above. Ariadne resurfaced as she only saw Sedna, Svafar, Helgi, and Shango. She was wondering how weird that was. Away for awhile to help out some citizens; Cassandra came to aid a sweet, timid but brave woman and her four children. One of the children is the only one who is ill with a fever as her mother nurses him to get better. The woman's husband died so the widow is being aided by a clumsy yet optimistic comical natured friend, her drama queen sister in law and the grouchy but resourceful man that helps the widow. Cassandra help with the children and to deal with the amusingly clumsy friend of the widow. However, the two women meet with the leader, his roguish charmed but gentlemanly servant. The widow seemed to have a crush on the friend on their first meeting as Cassandra teases her about it a little. But things got bad to worse when a former member betrays the leader and has a grudge toward the servant. He kills the leader however the widow uses her unknown superhuman powers to take him down while saving her family. 

Enrique shows Percival, Krishna, Zaqar, and Hanansi what he uncovered in the Moneta. Krishna sees it through and says, "Cute." Enrique replies, "Oh, she's cute alright. Could it be...?" But there was cheering muffled from outside and decide to find out where it is coming from. They saw Ariadne performing as she was beginning to sing. On the other side, Draco was sleeping as the TV was playing the performance of Ariadne. Then it became a kaleidoscope with Ariadne singing on stage while clutching the microphone on it the stand. Meanwhile; Cassandra thought about the time she helped a timid yet talented groom arranged to wed to his arranged bride. His arranged fiance is the proper lady with a kind heart. Both of their parents are greedy, arrogant, and mean parents to their daughter. But a mysterious guest comes unexpectedly as he makes an impression on everyone than the groom does. After a clumy day while rehearsing for the ceremony; The groom rehearses but he accidentally weds to a ghoul woman. She was beautiful as she was betrayed by her true love and has betrothed with the groom. But she is scorned to find out the groom is in love with his arranged bride. The guest tries to take the bride, that fails as the guest turns out to be the man that betrayed and cursed her to be a ghoul. The groom released the ghoul woman from being a monster and place the curse on the traitorous man, who becomes a ghoul and is killed by being burnt alive. The woman is heartbroken by not being able to marry but wants the groom to be happy with the love of his life. She rests in peace as her spirit is seen riding in the sky. Cassandra is now racing against a few competitors. A few races later; Enrique confronted Cassandra and explained what is going on. He shows her his memories on the Moneta: 

One dark and stormy night; there he goes! He ran as fast as his leg could take. Feet splashed in the puddles but he didn't stop. He hid in the most closest place that caught his eye--A warehouse! He prayed no one would find him however as he backed up; he ran into a figure so he looked up to see that there was a brainless thug prowling over him. The thug grabbed the boy, but the boy was faster and punched him. The boy got away, he hid as he pulled a gun out of his shirt. He waited and waited until he confronted the thug. The thug looked at him as the boy pulled the trigger while the thug begin to laugh. But the bullet missed and hit a girl. The boy couldn't believe what he had done, he could see blood as he learn that he killed the girl! He cried out in pain, he was so angry that he aimed the gun at the thug, who was terrified, and he fainted. The next thing he remembered was he was bathing with boys like him as he was prim and proper into a gladiator. The boy's name is Enrique Barbarossa, he was aspiring singer and musician as a kid but even though he's been through hell; he never stopped living his dream. Though he could was fight to please the mistress name Lucia, who was impressed by how much Enrique can fight. While in his days as a gladiator; Enrique makes friends that are gladiators just like he is. 

He meets a reckless yet daredevil-ish broken person name Percival Lycaeon. Pretty boy gladiator with long hair in a ponytail is Krishna Amaldus, the lone wolf gladiator Draco Wotan, a brilliant yet antisocial Zaqar Jorma and his heart of gold friend Fortunato Yukiko. And intelligent yet lazy gladiator Hanansi Vally as well as the only female with a determined spirit is Vega Weaver.  Enrique was so angry that he beatened Lucia to a pulp however he sparred her out of mercy. Then, something crashed in! There she was--Catrina Ibrahim. But she wasn't alone; there she had a young warrior girl name Sigvin, the reserved martial pacifist Altair Evald, and Thesan Eoster. Catrina is a helpful and well-meaning, bubbly and cautiously-optimistic. She is the fair lady that sends Sigvin to rescue Enrique who was hiding as he saw blood and became frightened as he saw it oozed. Splattered, he shut his eyes when he saw blood on the girl as he trembled with fear. Then he felt a hand on his shoulder and gasped with fright. Sigvin spoke, "It's all right. My name is Sigvin Ragnar, my mistress sent me to find you." "I'm Enrique Barbarossa." said Enrique. Sigvin smiled at him, "I'm watching over you, Enrique." She said. Enrique was so exhausted as he fainted but Sigvin caught him in her arms. "I'm here for you." Sigvin whispered. Sigvin felt a gun in her head, gasped as she turned to see Lucia standing over her. She was drenched with blood and looked insane. It was a scary sight. 

"I WILL BLOW YOUR FRICKING BRAINS OUT, YOU UNGRATEFUL HEIFER!!!!" Lucia screamed, "HE'S MINE!!!!! MINE, MINE!!!!" However Lucia is kicked to the ground as Catrina appeared, "Like he's ever yours!" She remarked. In the meantime; Hanansi is rescued by Thesan. When Hanansi saw her; he blushed as he remarked: "Wow, you're kind of cute." "'Kinda'? Really?!...Not that I care--at all!" Thesan scoffed as she blushed. Just then, one of the thugs tried to attack however Hanansi protected Thesan, which she is shocked to see that as Hanansi held her tight and said, "If you want to get out alive, I promise to follow you anywhere cutie." Thesan flushed, "Fine, that makes both of us!" She claimed and they both fought while Thesan was amazed to see what this guy was capable of. "Who is this guy? Saving me? How he takes out these guys? Just who the heck is he?" She thought. Vega was avoiding from the chaos as she ducked down. She found a mirror in a safer place as she saw her reflection. "I know this isn't a good time but I must look like such a mess." She thought. Vega found a brush as she begin to straighten her hair. Just then, she saw Altair in the mirror! Gasping; Vega whirled around to face him. Vega took a step back, "Please don't!" She begged. She took more steps back, "Get away from me!" Vega continued. "It's all right, I'm not here to hurt you." said Altair. "Who are you?" Vega asked, she was so shy to see someone so beautiful as him. "I--My name is Altair, I am the servant of Catrina. She is a good woman to us and to people in suffering. Would you like a better life than your old life as a gladiator?" Altair replied. Vega look at him with amazement. "What?" She said. All of them escape as the colosseum exploded!

Tristan woke up in an empty building, he gets up and walks away. The sounds of people laughing echoed down the halls, but no one's around. Then he heard Melisande's crying. "Mel, is that you?" Tristan called out. Someone called out but ignoring him, "I'm trapped--In my past." whispered Melisande. "It's OK, Melisande, it's just a stupid dream." Tristan said. "It's no dream, it's....a memory! And I hate it." Melisande said, she sounded like she was responding back. She was talking to herself more as Tristan continued to search for her. He wandered further as he found that the whole scenario of the school was twisted in a topsy turvy world. "What the hell?" Tristan muttered. Things were upside down, out of place, mixed together, and backwards. He walked further when he heard a moan, "Ohhhh....My hometown is shattered!" "Melisande!" Tristan called, "Damn this girl...Where did she go to?" He said to himself. But he came across a horror scene of bones, broken coffins, and rotted flesh. Someone grounding them into meat, Tristan went to the person grinding the meat but was horrified to find a skeletel face look at him. Tristan back away with terror, he then heard Melisande's voice. "What's happening?" She was saying, "I'M IN HELL!!!" Tristan ran as his legs could take him and stops finally catch his breath. He panted and panted but he never searching for her. He looked around as he saw a bright light from the horizon. 

Lingering in the doorway; Tristan could see a beautiful landscape. "Mel?" He called. Tristan could hear, "Oh! It's beautiful here." "Tell me where you are!" Tristan called out. Still she hasn't replied. This was getting ridiculous! Where was she? More importantly, what was this place? It was so breath taking here. In an instant, Melisande's voice snaps him back: "I wish I could stay here forever..." She muttered to herself. "Hello?" She called. "Mel, where are you?" Tristan shouted. "I'm right here." Melisande said. Tristan followed her voice to a path by the river but still there was no sign of her anywhere! "MELISANDE!!!" Tristan yelled. "Help me, please!" Melisande begged, a sound of sobbing was in her voice. "I will, make it easy for me." Tristan said. He looked down the path of the woods as he called out again, "Melisande, where are you?" "Don't leave me alone!" pleaded Melisande from afar. "Melisande, are you hurt?" Tristan asked. He stopped when he saw a blood trail and followed it. It got further and further, Tristan was worried that she must be losing blood. He found Melisande turning away from him and Tristan called her name, "Mel!" Melisande turned and stare at him but she fainted on the ground. Tristan ran over to help her. "Come on, Mel! Stay with me. You're gonna be all right." He said to her. Melisande begin crying as she said, "I trusted them, Tristan. Why did I do it?" "What?" Tristan asked. "Alexia....Kephas....Demetri...How could they? I thought what we had was special."

While investigating about; Ariadne found a diary which has entries from a young girl and her brother each. The first one is from the girl as it contains information from the time of her parents' divorce: "My name is Adora Bluebell; I am 7 years old and life's not fair to me. Here I am, crying. Why? My parents are getting a divorce, all because what my daddy did to mommy was bad with another lady. My parents also used to fight a lot! I'm not the only one for my 5 year old brother Theodore is bawling like a baby. I pat his shoulder, comforting him but I'm hurting on the inside. Since my parents are getting a divorce; I am feeling depressed and withdrawn. Both my parents are worried as they sent me to therapy. I met a nice, welcoming, and compassionate lady Dr. Halycon. She taught me to understand what grief and mourn were. Grief is where all of things I feel in my head, my heart, and body about my parent's divorce. I came to learn my feelings about my parents' divorce: I'm sad, angry, confused, afraid, unsure, and worried. I told her my tummy hurts, I told her I had a hard time falling asleep, she told me that it was normal for me to feel, especially for mourning. She told me to draw pictures of what grief and mourn look like. And before I left; she gave me a journal just in case I need to write my feelings down. After I left, I knew it might be hard for me and I know I have to try and cope." Ariadne flips the next page of yet again another entry about the girl's parents' divorce that help her healed so much. 

"The first part from my therapy is to be nice to myself. I wish I could to change my parents to love each other....But I can't. It's one of the hardest things that happened to me in my life. To make myself feel better; I imagine a part of me being a best friend to me. I alos make a list of things I'm good at. That was another thing that Dr. Halycon taught me. She told me that my parents still love me no matter what happens. I know this can't be true but the divorce, it's real. That means my parents don't love each other anymore and they don't live in the same house anymore. It's the hardest thing for me to accept. Dr. Halycon gave me some advice to make me feel better. Before my parents divorce, life was fun and happy. I made a scrapebook of all the good times we had and spent together. Mommy helped me put pictures together of the moments my family and I had. My brother has been having a difficult time lately, he has been misbehaving however he broke down and told Mommy what's been going on. I don't blame him, he's in a lot of pain as me. Now Theodore has found ways to cope...He plays to get grief out. He runs around outside, playing board games with me, and doing art. He hardly plays video games or watch TV. Dr. Halycon told Mommy that they must use positive reinforcement by using skills she advised her to use. The TV and video games weren't a problem but explained that it wouldn't help with grief. So he's drawing and playing to feel better." Ariadne has tears in her eyes, she pities this girl for so much pain she's been through a lot. But quickly wipe them away before anyone could see her crying and continues to read the next entry. 

"It still pains me that my mommy and daddy are not going to love each other anymore but I need to understand my feelings, 'naming them'. Not to worry as it won't last forever. My parents might stop me from grieving, from being upset, from being sad....I have the right to grief. No matter if people say that it's not a big deal and tell me not to be a big baby. I don't believe people like that. They think there's nothing to feel grief or show emotion, I'm just a kid and there's no problem with that at all. I have other grown ups I can talk to, my friends are another people to talk to. I can talk to my favorite teacher Mrs. Sanchez, my aunt Kimberly, my next door neighbor and Dr. Halycon. My parents' divorce will be hard on me but I know how to cope, how to deal...I know I can do it. My parents' divorce continues still but I found some ways to cope; my life is now different. Sometimes I can't help but ask these questions that bother me: 'Why do grown ups get divorced? Why do families like mine change? What would happen after the divorce? Why can't we stay together?' It's good to have my parents around and tell them things like, 'I need help with all of these feelings I'm having and I don't know what to do about it.' I have family, friends, and Dr. Halycon to talk to. It's good to 'vent' as she would call it. Days like this, I feel numb, Dr. Halycon said that feelings would come back to tingle and hurt but I have the confidence to get things together."

"I keep myself preoccupied lately. I've been moving about, playing kickball, or when I feel sad; I play with my stuffed animals. I've been getting good sleep at night, food in my system, and drinking water. I even created a Grief Hide Out when my neighbors helped me create one with a tree house. I had a lot of goodies in a bag, a notebook, my journal, my books, and snacks if I get hungry. In my Hide Out; I can write, draw, play, cry, sing, dance, talk out loud, or sit and think. I don't want to be alone all the time. I like hanging out with my friends, but I like to do things by myself. I'm not sad always, I can be happy too. I play with my white and brown Shih Tzu puppy Dopey. He's so cute! I go to church, there was a sermon about divorce and healing as I felt better. I write here for it is a safe place. It makes me feel better and it is a good place to mourn. I can write a little. I plant a garden with my grandmother, it's fun to plant flowers and vegetables. I even dance to music, I even wrote a poem here: Because of divorce my family is changing, I feel upset about this rearranging. If only Mommy and Daddy only of what I think of divorce a lot through and through. Maybe they would not mind if I said, 'I love you.' sometimes. I write letters to my parents, I'm really scared of what to say to them. It's good to write things down. It's something I've want to say that 'I'm thinking of you', 'I love you', and 'I think you're great' or 'I care about you'."

Ariadne was trying her best not to get too teary-eyed, but she continued to read: "I cry when I need, eat, take a nap, play kickball, talk to my friends, and play a lot of stuff. I even dress up as someone else to take a break from grief. I even give my grief a sad face name Bleu. I tell my mommy, my daddy, my brother, and my puppy I love them. I tell my teddy bear, my stuffed animals, and my doll that I love them as well. I also like to give someone a hug. It makes me feel better, it keeps me safe, but sometimes I wish Daddy was here to hug me. I like hugs because they make me special. They make people special, I wish my parents would get back together and hardly fight. It's nice that there's no more fighting now. It's just not fair though." Ariadne could not help but cry and she found a lake as she looks down. She found a boat, steps into it and starts rowing while hearing the tribal sounds of men chanting in her mind, "He-yah, he-yah, he-yah, he-yah, he-yah, he-yah, he-yah, Heee-yaaahhh...." over and over each time she rowed the boat. But stopped when she came across a path and looked down at the water. She remembered the diary entry she found of Gwendolyn which one of the lines troubled her: "...Should I marry Captain Krieger?...Is this the end for me?...." Ariadne could see the spirit of Gwendolyn in the reflection of the water reaching out with a smile. Ariadne was startled that she backed away and looked back to see something wasn't there. 

"Geez, I'm going insane." She muttered to herself. And continues to row again and again. In the meantime; A performance was happening at a club. The lights got dimmed as Ariadne appeared in a black lightning with glow in the dark. Ariadne had glow in the dark blue lipstick on as she was singing a song that sounds so alluring. She sang that bewitching song that people wanted to hear it over and over again. Then there is a lascivious star name Eleina Apollonius is trashed for her over-use of autotune sounds, singing nonsense in her song lyrics, has an annoying singing voice, arrogant personality, and stealing Heidi's style. Eleina is also known to be a train wreck gone wrong as well as a troubled girl doing crazy stuff: She does unhealthy habits and violent tendencies, shocking other people. She spits on fans, she took a lip balm from one of her fans and put it in her own mouth. 

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