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Sunday, May 25, 2014

Spittoon--Chapter 5

On May 14th of 2014 was my last year of high school. So in honor for the day, I am writing the second volume of Spitton. This is the fifth chapter of the first volume so enjoy!

Chapter 5: Monsters of the Cosmos

Don’t you wish you were a giant? Look down and see how small the world is? How you can step on the buildings, cars, and boats with those clumsy feet? But the best part is to touch the sky. What if the giants could eat humans, grind their bones into bread? Well, as scary as it sounds, there are kinds like that. They are called Jotnars, they come down from beanstalks to prey on humans, to grind their bones into loaves of bread and then they go back to their homes, up the beanstalk they go. To make sure the Jotnars never come down again, a human must chop down a beanstalk, removing all contact from the human world. Unfortunately, no human has ever tried that but one day, it happened. There once a young man name Jack Elisha, his mother was a widow name Cordelia and they were very poor. Cordelia asked him to take a cow, which doesn’t give off milk anymore, and sell it for money. Jack did what his mother told him to, but he comes across a merchant that was selling ‘magic beans’. So, Jack sold the cow and bought the beans, he went home to show them to his mother. Cordelia was furious, she threw the beans out the window as mother and son argued. They argued on and on until Jack went up to his mother. Jack and Cordelia feel guilty as well as in anguish. That night, the magic beans grew into a tall beanstalk. Amazed yet curious; Jack slipped out of his room as he climbed up the humongous plant to…who knows where it goes! After climbing for a while, Jack found a place of big mansions. More big, beautiful than his cottage. “I must be dreaming, could this be Heaven?” Jack thought. He begins to walk to the mansion, he knocks on the door. Nobody answered. Jack waited and waited, however he got tired waiting. Jack sighed and leaned against the door, which opens as he stumbled inside. He looked up to see a gigantic figure. Jack was so petrified that he hid as he heard a booming voice, “Fee! Fi! Fo! Fum! I smell the blood of a human. He’d better be alive or dead, I’ll grind his bones into bread.”

The footsteps went out of the door. Once the giant was gone; Jack let out a sigh of relief and looked around. In one room, he was astounded to find a chamber of gold. Jack took a stack of gold, sneak out of the mansion and back to his house to anonymously leave it for Cordelia, who was still asleep. When Cordelia woke up to see gold, she was genuinely happy to see this as Mother and son were joyful of the ‘miracle’ bestow upon them. Every night, Jack sneak up to the beanstalk every night. He crept into the giant’s mansion and always steal the gold. He goes back to his house with the gold. Jack kept doing this without getting caught. Until one night, it was nearly dawn, Jack was caught by a Jotnar name Goliath. Jack ran as Goliath chased after him. Down the stalk Jack went as he was much faster and went to his axe to chop down the stalk. Jack was successful as Goliath went down, timber! Goliath was dead as Jack decapitated him and brought it to the king as victory against the Jotnars. Jack was rewarded as a hero and he & his mother lived in good lives of a nice home. Think it was a happy ending? Oh no, from above of the Jotnars; they were outraged by Goliath’s death so the King of Jotnars named Eurymedon  ordered the other Jotnars to throw down some magic beans where beanstalks grew and down the Jotnars went. They destroyed the humans, almost—Jack and his mother escaped where they found a place called Riesentöter, a safe haven from the Jotnars. Unknown to Jack; A blacksmith name Lleu Tengri who has created 10 feet tall fighting machine robots, Homunkurusu. The only way to control a Homunkurusu is to enter a blood pact and then they will fight their own Homunkurusu against the Jotnars and their vicious pets, Wyverns. Jack was determined to take down all Jotnars, they will never exist again.

Jack befriends others who are determined to take down the Jotnars. His best friends from childhood, Tengil David and Donna Soren, are very close to one another. There are others that he met: George Tinia, Indra Turms, Siegfried Liber, Tristan Liber, Margaret Rath and her sister Terra. Even the mysterious Alice Tengri, Lleu’s daughter. The ones in charge of this is Commander Michael Calanice and Vice Commander Heinrich Nethuns. Lleu has a team of blacksmiths; their names are Pygmalion Daksha and Cadmus Zamba. They created many Homunkurusus: Talos, Amrita, Bloduedd, Pinocchio, Pandora, Galatea, Prometheus, Gram, Titania, and Pyrrha. The Jotnars that come down from the beanstalks are Blunderbore, Cormoran, Thunderdell, Rebecks, Ymir, Kalev, Surt, Mimir, and Typhon with their Highness of the King--Eurymedon. They have 'pets' to fight the humans easily too, they are called wyverns.  The wyverns are Baslisk, Behemoth, Bunyip, Catoblepas, Griffin, Kraken, Leviathan, Ziz, Qilin, Manticore, Myrmcoleon, and Phoenix. The allies that Tamsin gathered had returned to their worlds. But she is not here to gather more allies, she is here to help people. Tamsin learned that Jack was struggling with his training yet he never gave up and he made great success eventually for days. He couldn't wait to face the Jotnars however they were attacked unsuspectedly, as Jack try to get in the pilot seat of his Homunkurusu. Tamsin had an instinct of what happened and decided to make her first mission of aiding someone to victory. Jack tried to turn the igniton however the Homunkurusu would not start. Jack panicked, he didn't want to die here. Not here, not now. "C'mon, start! START!" Jack yelled. 

On his communication, there was a sizzle as Tamsin's voice startled him, "The ignition, it's been cut. You gotta fix it down there." She said. "Who's this? How did you hack into the communication?" Jack demanded. "Don't worry about that, you got to fix it, do you wanna die here?" Tamsin commanded. Jack looked frightened for an instant and obeyed of what Tamsin was telling him. Slowly, Jack begin to trust Tamsin and managed to tell the others about their mysterious ally. So, the other soldiers--who were uncertain about all this--decide to go along with this plan and they are guided by Tamsin's instructions on using the Homunkurusu to cut down the beanstalks and slaying all the giants. Just as they were doing all this, they heard some sort of magic singing in the wind: "I'm clumsy, and my head's a mess. Cause you got me growing taller everyday, We're giants in a little man's world, My heart is pumping up so big that it could burst. Been trying so hard not to let it show, But you got me feeling like. I'm stepping on buildings, cars and boats. I swear I could touch the sky. Ohhh ohh ohhh, I'm ten feet tall. Ohhh oh ohhhh, I'm ten feet tall." Call it crazy, but the hypnotic singing helped everyone defeat the giants. They did, as victory came to them but they couldn't help wonder who was that singing. Tamsin left that world and reported to Leander what happened. Meanwhile at Blue Moon; Mordred is in the quarters of his room, he was thinking about how to get at Gareth in spite of what happened without letting his former identity being exposed. That's when he heard some sort of siren song humming mystically yet creepily. Mordred wondered if it was the wind but then he heard someone singing in a pretty voice: "Hush, child. The darkness will rise from the deep, and carry you down into sleep. Child, the darkness will rise from the deep, and carry you down into sleep...." As the singing was happening; he felt like someone was in aiding his memories of his past. He clutched his head as he panted and wondered who is doing this. "Who was that singing? Was this siren seething into my mind? Trying to see what goes on in my head?"

In a steampunk world of fantasy modern era. A place called Aotearoa Village, reside of the Diyes Domain. A royal family called the Lightwaters ruled the land. But the family must sacrifice their own daughter. Teenage Seraphina Lightwater is 15 years of age; she is not too comfortable to be sacrificed to the dragon, however her family said that is the way to sacrificed to the gods. Seraphina was isolated from the world for all her life: She wanted a life she never had like friendship or the love of her life. The dragon of the sacrificial ceremony is usually Vesper. The Lightwaters got a new dragon, his name is Emeraldblood. Emeraldblood seems fierce and powerful dragon, nevertheless he doesn’t seem comfortable in the environment he’s in, which confuses the guards. Although it wasn’t a good idea for Princess Seraphina to see the dragon until tomorrow; she sneaks out of her room to see it. When Emeraldblood woke up, Seraphina wasn’t scared. Emeraldblood look over at the beautiful princess. “Emeraldblood, I always wish I could have a different life and not be sacrificed. But I have to go, my time has come.” said Seraphina sadly. She leaves as the dragon watched her go. As Seraphina slept; her parents, King Seraphim and Queen Antoinette, talk about the ceremony as they wish the gods would allow their daughter to live. The next morning, Seraphina is dressed for the ceremony in white attire and prepares for the dragon, she is tied to a pole as Emeraldblood is presented. The ceremony begins, tears filled Seraphina’s eyes but something strange happened. Emeraldblood swooped up and kidnaps the princess. Taking her away from the ceremony. Seraphina is confused, but relieved for not being sacrifice. The princess and the dragon camped under the stars, before the princess fell asleep she muttered, “I still don’t know why you did it but thank you anyway Emeraldblood.” The next day, Princess Seraphina wakes up to find Emeraldblood gone so she searches out to find the dragon. But in the forest, she finds a boy with sea-green hair. He was beautiful, the strange boy looked at Seraphina as his eyes shimmered. Seraphina squints, “Emeraldblood?” She asked. The boy smiled, “Emeraldblood is my dragon identity. My name is Vaeros Pendragon, I am a dragon shapeshifter.” said the mysterious boy. The princess gaped at the boy before dropping on her knees. “Unbelievable.” She muttered. “Boy!” A voice called out, it came from the rustling bushes as it turns out to be a boy with bunny ears. “Who are you talking to—? Thankful Lucky Stars! It’s the Princess of Diyes Domain.” A girl’s voice, jolly and loud, she has cat ears: “In the flesh, Buck! King Seraphim and Queen Antoinette’s daughter right here in front of is!” said the cat girl.

At the Lightwater Palace; Seraphim and Antointee are fretting about the ceremony and their daughter. They are devastated so the King got his weapons and his men to go after Emeraldblood, kill him, and bring their daughter home. In the library; Mordred is seen studying when someone in a soft yet creepy monotone startled him slightly, "You are part of a group but are you plotting to use them to kill the person that tried to kill you out of vengeance? All because he was mad that your hurt his sister? You really should be careful, dear boy. Who knows what could happen to you." It was a woman's voice but the figure was in a cloak as her face wasn't seen. It was visible in that hood and shroud. Mordred smiled arrogantly, "Young lady, you should know that I'm not afraid at what lies before me. I don't think you know me, nor even know what I'm thinking." He claimed. "Oh but I do." said the girl in the cloak. She begin to sing again, her song went like this: "Guileless son, I'll shape your belief, and you'll always know that your father's a thief. And you won't understand the cause of your grief, but you'll always follow the voices beneath. Loyalty, loyalty, loyalty, loyalty. Loyalty, loyalty, loyalty only to me..." It sounded like the same singing. He then saw visions of blood and screamed as he panicked over. But soon realized it was just a dream, because everything looked normal. But he wondered if it was ever a dream or a vision of fate. He went away to a cathedral but but as he was doing so, the voice haunts him down the halls as the siren was reading his memories by her song, "Guileless son, Your spirit will hate her. The flower who married my brother the traitor, and you will expose his puppeteer behavior, for you are the proof of how he betrayed her loyalty. Loyalty, loyalty, loyalty, loyalty. Loyalty, loyalty, loyalty only to me..." The memories of Gareth, his beautiful sister, and Anna came into his head as he clutched his head again, breathing and moaning.

For the time being; Tamsin watched Seraphina and Vaeros together, they seem to get along nicely but they seem to be shy and in love with one another. Tamsin begins to observe this as she imagines herself as she is now with Sean, she could see herself with him. They're holding hands and smiling at one another and Tamsin couldn't be any more happier that she already have. But in reality, much to her dismay, Sean was dead. She could never have that--even if she wanted to, it was impossible. No, she had Mateo--He looked like Sean, maybe she can still have it. However, Seraphina is in trouble with a lot of enemies who are trying to bring them back: Chained to a rock as a sacrifice to sate the monster, forced to marry by a cruel man, stuck in a tower, fall into unconsciousness, being rescued by monsters, turned into a monster while being held by a wicked necromancer, and forced to be a slave. But Vaeros, the Rabbit Boy, and Cat Girl have to go and rescue her from danger. But Vaeros had a hard time expressing his love for her. How was he able to? He was half human, half dragon. So, what does Tamsin do? She disguised herself as a merchant and she gives him guidance on how to be more romantic and kind of a gentleman towards Seraphina. In fact; She's teaching how to be a prince almost. Vaeros was quite a bit klutzier at first, making mistakes however Seraphina didn't seem to mind as she saw that his heart had some how beat for a reason. And she could feel her heart beating in her chest. The two of them went on a date, and finally for the first time, they kissed. 

Tamsin was happy to do something nice. That was twice today! She was helping someone fall in love. In the meantime, it was getting bad! Antoinette and Seraphim were fretting so Seraphim got his knife and decides to bring his daughter home. They wanted to kill Vaeros however they eventually learned Vaeros was Emeraldblood, who sworn to protect Seraphina and refuse to not let anyone kill her. The gods seemed pleased by this as they decide to let Seraphina live because someone cares for her so much. This mission touched Tamsin, she wept a little but not too much, she learned that she could not end her life because who knows what love might be and makes you live longer. Stressed over by the haunted singing; Mordred was shaken as he sat by the river but felt small hands and arms around his neck as someone sang softly into his ear, "Hush, child, Darkness will rise from the deep. And carry you down into sleep. Child, the darkness will rise from the deep, and carry you down into sleep." That night, while Mordred was sleeping; he heard a hauntingly beautiful voice as he slept: "Guileless son, each day you grow older, each moment I'm watching my vengeance unfold. For the child of my body, the flesh of my soul, Will die in returning the birthright he stole. Loyalty, loyalty, loyalty, loyalty. Loyalty, loyalty, loyalty only to me...Hush, child, the darkness will rise from the deep. And carry you down into sleep. Child, the darkness will rise from the deep, and carry you down into sleep." In the meantime; Leander asked his squad: "Did you found her location?" He asked. "Karina? Yes, I did." said Frederick. "Where is she now?" Leander asked. "She's in a place known as World Tree Academy, in Fortunate Isles." reported Dietrich. So, Tamsin and Blue Moon head over to their next location. 

Later; Tamsin and Mateo are stand among the school in Fortunate Isles. “Are you ready for this?” asked Mateo. “No. No way, are you?” said Tamsin. “No. But, it’s a first I guess.” replied Mateo. The children of World Tree Academy are almost Ophelia-like.  They may be whatever age they are but still act quit childish. They have sensory stimulation, social triggers, communication problems, and unusual interests. They have disheveled hair. They are running around babbling lyrically about the strange visions flashing through her deranged mind, singing creepy little rhymes, scattering flowers and occasionally bashing people's heads in. Let’s start with the upstairs part of World Tree; there were 12 children of the middle school: Amala—A girl who would say hi to those. When they didn’t respond or if they did say hi; she stared at them. Amala sometimes can hit without any reason why. She knows what is wrong or right, she just does it anyway. Kamala—a girl who laughs loudly, an irritating sound that was sonorous. Kaspar—He was pretty hard to understand. Kaspar smiles all the time and it looks still that way either he is upset. But some people think he has no feelings however he does. Victor—He was nonverbal kid who didn’t talk so much and always step forward and back repeatedly. Hans—A young boy with childlike characteristics. He can say random things that some people cannot understand what he is saying and Hans can get violent. He can hit, he can run away, he once hit his head into a wall and made a big hole in it. It was really bad. But he is no longer in school because of some seizures he has been suffering from. Vicente—He is a boy with childlike characteristics, like Hans, but he jumps around and talks of random things. Sometimes, if it’s so loud in there, then he leaves the room ranting on and on about something.

Belo—A kid who is full of energy. He likes to skip around while shaking and playing with a plastic strand from something. He would go up to a teacher for something in a strange tone: “May I use computer?”, “May I use the bathroom?” or “May I ride the school bus?” When he is told no, he either repeats it over and over, or he shouts for what he wants. Such as “MAY I HAVE OATMEAL?!” He can get crazy so he needs to be restrained. Danielle—a young girl who is disobedient and wants things but she refuses to do work. Sometimes people kind of bribed her in order for her to comprehend, they promise her and they would reward her if she does what she has to do. Danielle says sorry a little and says that she wants a toy or computer. Lauren—she is a young girl, rounded kind. She zones out a lot, talking to herself, and makes a mess when she eats or drinks. When something is missing or something goes wrong, she cried, making noises and biting herself. Ramachandra—a nonverbal child who has a habit of eating things, goodness knows where! From the floor, chewing on his clothes, picking his belly button, and all sorts of things. It is really disturbing. He likes to look in if there is a movie or game playing. Sometimes Ramachandra would cry over something, either for attention or because he had to get off of something. Robert—a strange boy, he smiles at times. But he makes a horrible hack cough sound. But he has feelings just like a normal person and tells the truth. Saturday—a young teen who looks like and acts like a child. He likes warm hugs, he refuse to move and sometimes makes noises like ‘uh oh’. A person, helper or teacher, must gently encouraged him and he finally gets up.

In the downstairs of World Tree is bustling with noises of crying and scolding. There are 11 elementary kids: Alex—Alex was an adorable boy with cherubic cheeks that were round and made him look like a Cupid baby. He sometimes makes noises, since he cannot uses his words and always threw such crying fits and tantrums. Ivan—A little boy who is a happy boy. Laughs, he is unaware of what’s funny and what is not. He displays inappropriate behavior around Alex like kissing his cheek. It is all too strange. Peter—He is a strange fellow who can get aggressive. Peter looks like he’s going to beat up anyone. He is misbehaved yet he is a rosy cheeked, sturdy boy. Daniel—a happy looking boy but can zone out a little but he has progressed much better, he can get into trouble himself. Like Peter, he is a bulky and turned scarlet-red on his face slightly. Genie—Genie is a little girl who is seen singing to herself, sometimes when she is stressed; she bites herself. But now has a key-chain where she can bite on it. Enkidu—an adorable boy who laughs loud but it is still cute though. He is one of the nicest kids with disabilities. He always say this, which he is usual catchphrase, “Are you OK?” over and over a little. Then, he says: “I’m OK.” over and over again. Pecos Bill ‘P.B.’—An adorable boy who has a small chin, slanted eyes, a flat nasal bridge, a single crease of the palm, and a protruding tongue due to a small mouth and large tongue. Troublemaker yet he is lovable with his face and he can talk, he can understand other things. John—a boy who babbles and he is misbehaving. But he is progressing a little better. Ramu—Ramu is a little girl who is aggressive. She refuses to do anything and she can skip around.

Traian—this kid has a smile on his face. But he talks in a deep voice at times. He thinks that the things he does when he disobeys are funny but they are not amusing. Traian has a habit of getting attention by shouting, ‘Ooohhh!’ repeatedly. The only way he stops is by being told to touch his nose or counting to calm down. Andrei—He is nonverbal that makes noises. Andrei sometimes can have meltdowns and cries uncontrollably. Romulus—He is sometimes doesn’t talk and makes noises when he is upset but is unable to say it. Romulus always put his fingers in his mouth, only two. He is getting better in time with a helper. And finally, Remus—a boy with fair hair boy who is in a wheelchair. He is fed food that is mashed up and has to wear a bib because he makes a mess. His helper is a kind lady. The elementary mornings go like this: There is prayer, the Pledge of Allegiance, sing along, they have to do work, and one of the students have learning therapy. Then they go out for P.E., the children finally come back to go to the bathroom, and have lunch. In the afternoons; the children have different classes like TaeKwon-Do, they have music but some are hypersensitivity to the noises, and they go outside to play. They have snack and then they go home. The kids in the middle school have a different lesson in class: They have prayer and the Pledge, they have work to do. Next they go down for P.E. and then snack, then they go back to do their work, and finally they have lunch. They have music or some of them are having physical or learning therapy. And lastly they go home. There are some stressful days of kids having major outbursts that would go on for minutes, maybe hours. Some who are disobedient, and some that make accidents. For Tamsin and Mateo; it was like a day care. Insanity, the other staff members acted apathetic of the situation as it seem. But it wasn't like they care but they try to calm them and they've experienced such as getting bitten and scratched. At the end of the day; The two of them are exhausted, Tamsin begins to think of the abuse she suffered when she was little girl. She realized that a couple of teachers are mistreating kids, keeping them from having fun because they can't 'behave right'. Tamsin and Mateo is troubled by this, they think these kids should be positively reinforcement and not be handled roughly. Tamsin been through that, these kids shouldn't be treated this way and something must be done. She realized that a couple of teachers are mistreating kids, keeping them from having fun because they can't 'behave right'. Tamsin and Mateo is troubled by this, they think these kids should be positively reinforcement and not be handled roughly. Tamsin been through that, these kids shouldn't be treated this way and something must be done. 

In the meantime; Leander was looking around for any sign of Karina but he found one clue of her: He found Karina's diary but it wasn't any ordinary diary. It was an anime obsessed journal as it seems, the first few entries went like this: Do you like Bleach? It was created by Tite Kubo, he was going to create a story about someone with a sniper but the idea of a sword came to his head. As for the title, it was the colors of black and white. Like he imagine a person in black and some sort of person in white. That's how Bleach was born! At first I wasn't interested; but when it came to when Rukia was kidnapped and Ichigo and his pals go to rescue her from the Soul Society. During their time with the Shiba clan, Ichigo told the big fellow, Ganju, about Rukia. He said he 'owe' Rukia for saving his life. That aroused me with such curiosity: What was the relationship between Ichigo and Rukia? Was it love? Romance? No, it was much more than that. Not love, but something else. Huh, there was some interesting characters...Ikkakku Madarame, the 3rd Seat of Squad 11. A violent streak, and goes by the creed: 'You're not beaten until you're dead.' Hmph! Talk about a sadistic bastard but he's funny...He's not so dangerous when he's like that. I like Yumichika, though he's friggin' annoying with those egoistic comments. And his seat? The fifth! Haha, ahem!

Did I ever tell you about Fairy Tail? Huh, I didn't know it existed until I saw the magazine cover of Natsu, Lucy, Gray, Erza, and Happy. Although I didn't see Happy but I was truly amazed and started watching it. It was amazing, funny, sad, heartwarming, epic. I have the hots for Gray, despite the friggin' stripping habit...Ha, Ha, Ha, Ha, Ha! I even enjoyed that Deliora story arc, Lyon is quite demented but eventually had a change of heart. I like those mages from Lamia Scale; my favorite will have to be Yuka, bushy brow dude with blue flame hairdo--I like his new look in the seven year time skip, nice! Hee-Hee-Hee! Juvia, that crazy water chick is a hoot! Love at first when that moonstruck aqua sorceress saw that ice boy. Heh, and you know what makes it appear even more hilarious? Lyon's fallin' for Juvia, a love triangle! Hahahahahaha! So kewl! Speaking of kewl; Did I ever tell you about those womanizer host club wizards, The Trimens--Pfff! OMG, They are so hot! Except for the leader, Ichiya, who apparently is an ugly puss but he believes to be handsome to the ladies....Yeah, NOT! But the others, soooo dreamy! Ren, the tsundere womanizer, he's got wind magic. Eve, the cutie womanizer, he's got snow magic--Wow! And last but not least, my favorite Hibiki--hottie there--archive magic. So, that's kewl


Have you ever heard about Soul Eater? I got interested when I discovered Death the Kid, Liz, and Patty. Ahhh, they were so kewl. Especially episode 30, totally awesome! Kid can kick ass. So was Soul and Maka...Like Rukia and Ichigo; those two have a strange relationship. I found out that it's called "Platonic life partner relationship". How interesting, don't you think? 


Do you know about this anime, Eureka 7? I didn't see much but I saw half of episode 5 and then half of episode 9, when it grow on me. Then it gets intense in episode 11-12. The episode 12 was nerve wrecking and it drove me crazy. Episode 13 was great too, even episode 15--OMG, Renton saw Moondoggie and Gidget...together, if you know what I mean. Thank God they had a sequel but that ended too. Dominic is always dashing looking guy, I couldn't believe he's friggin 20 & Anemone is 16! Dewey and Holland being brothers is a shocker, especially their pasts.


You like Deadman Wonderland? It's a gory yet foul language show but it is so good, Ganta and Shiro have a great relationship. No platonic there, it's love eventually in the manga. Episode 6 was really epic, intense, and Minatsuki was a spew-y little brat. But it was really good! Really good....Ha, Ha, Ha! Poor Toto, little cutie....Hmmm. Yo, Minatsuki's brother, he's a piece of sh**, good looking Leon from Resident Evil 4. 


Attack on Titan...I've heard of it but never really watched it. But I saw some good stuff a little yet I wasn't interested. But I saw a clip that showed the main character, Eren Jaeger, in his torment after all that he suffered. That's when I watched Attack on Titan and it interests me so much that it was the most amazing anime I've ever seen. But I am obsessed with Eren, fascinated in his torture and his passionate self with a hint of rage within him. Sometimes, I want to take Eren and hold him in my arms. Comfort him and tell him that everything will be fine, calm him....


That's when Leander thought about her: Karina may seem like a happy, sweet, funny, mysterious, and idealistic but underneath is a depressed, distrustful, low self esteem but mixed emotions of love and hate towards herself. She has a great family of her mother and brothers with a cute Shih Tzu puppy. They did nothing to her but sometimes they fight a lot. But she sees her younger brother is a social person and she feels inhuman. She is uneasy around people who may seem like jerks in sheep's wool for she has been through a life of bullying and dealing with 'wolves' in 'sheep's clothing'. She is a forgiving person, a nice girl but she can get her buttons pushed sometimes as she is at the point of losing her mind. She claims that she is crazy, she has a lot of issues. And she wants to be loved, just for who she is. Karina may be a troubled young lady but she wants to get better--Improve much stronger. She wants to write Japanese light novels so one of her books could become a famous anime one day. She saw so many successful animes that she wanted her stories to be one of those prosperous Japanese cartoons. 

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